Need advice
I met one boy on the literature club, and we kinda liked each other.
After a few meetings, we would go home the same path. I liked how it was. Once he invited me to the cinema. And I felt some suspicion and tension. I said myself: I am not sure I want to go further.
I refused. After last meeting, he asked me once more if I have time during the week. I replied that I might not be available.
And then I apologized and went the other way, since I had to rush home. He was unpleasantly surprised.
This week I didn’t see him. And I feel guilty, a bit sad. Generally, I want to keep in touch but without any specific actions, going somewhere to specifically “develop” something. Just how it goes, naturally. Is it weird? What am I missing
After a few meetings, we would go home the same path. I liked how it was. Once he invited me to the cinema. And I felt some suspicion and tension. I said myself: I am not sure I want to go further.
I refused. After last meeting, he asked me once more if I have time during the week. I replied that I might not be available.
And then I apologized and went the other way, since I had to rush home. He was unpleasantly surprised.
This week I didn’t see him. And I feel guilty, a bit sad. Generally, I want to keep in touch but without any specific actions, going somewhere to specifically “develop” something. Just how it goes, naturally. Is it weird? What am I missing