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I Love My Husband

I can still say that I do, even though our marriage never worked out, and he passed away last year. He was my family. I miss him.

My one regret is that our marriage wasn’t a happy one. Thats the sad part. No going back. It is what it is, yet I still recall him with fondness and love. I can say “if only” till the cows come home, but it does no good to wish for what can never be. It’s gone. He’s gone. Forever.

The End.
Wubaloo · M
Sorry to hear about your loss and the additional loss of your time spent in an unhappy marriage. Hope life has turned around for you!
Carissimi · 70-79, F
@Wubaloo Thank you. I don’t know what “turned around” looks like, but I’m okay.
Wubaloo · M
turned around can be as smile as finding a reason to just smile every day!
TheEldersnout · 31-35, F
[c=#666666]My condolences. I wish you all the happiness in the world. I understand how dark the world is now, but that's only because you're standing under the cloud which in time will pass and let the sun through once again. Your husband is probably waiting to see the first smile on your face once the light starts to shine though.[/c]
Carissimi · 70-79, F
@TheEldersnout Thank you. I’m through the worst of it. I was reminiscing.
Groofydorkgerdo · 56-60, M
Hey C, it pains me to read this.
I care for you, and wish the happiness and joy you deserve.
I wish I had more to say, but I haven't the wit.
If there is one thing I learned from you, it is sometimes we need to embrace our sorrow as much as our joy.

Just know I care, for you, both my wife and I do
samueltyler2 · 80-89, M
@Carissimi I bet you are not giving yourself enough credit. You may need to alter your trajectories, but you still can make it! Let's hear a little more optimism.
Carissimi · 70-79, F
What can I say...I’m a realist. 🤷‍♀️@samueltyler2
samueltyler2 · 80-89, M
@Carissimi how old are you? Are you in good health? The last is perhaps the most important.
samueltyler2 · 80-89, M
Sorry for the loss
samueltyler2 · 80-89, M
@Carissimi so true. I do wish I could make your outlook better.
Carissimi · 70-79, F
Why? My outlook is fine as it is and rests in the reality of my everyday life. I don’t look through rose tinted glasses. I face my challenges head on, but I’m not going to pretend to be happy about them. Don’t concern yourself with me. You don’t know anything about my life. @samueltyler2
samueltyler2 · 80-89, M
@Carissimi no I don't, and if you don't want me involved I will stay out of it.
darktippedrose · 36-40, F
Hugz. I know grieving is for life. I completely understand.
darktippedrose · 36-40, F
So true and so true. My mom was racist. She abandoned me and neglected me for drugs. Sometimes I still miss her. I've lived over half my life without her, but I still hate talking about it.
Carissimi · 70-79, F
I can understand why. It’s very painful. @darktippedrose
darktippedrose · 36-40, F
@Carissimi yes it is. my aunt understands. its still too painful to talk about.
wstcstrob · 46-50, M
That is awesome that even though you didn't have a good marriage you still remember him with fondness. I hope you heal from your pain.
Carissimi · 70-79, F
@wstcstrob Thank you. I’ve healed a lot since last year. I suppose I will always miss his presence on earth.
wstcstrob · 46-50, M
@Carissimi I'm glad you have healed a lot and hope you continue to heal. I have a feeling your husband just didn't realize how loved he was, and that's a shame.
SmartKat · 56-60, F
((hugs)) That’s a lot of grief and pain.
Carissimi · 70-79, F
It’s good to see you too. I haven’t seen Jim here, but then I only logged on last night.

I feel the same about not fitting in on the other site. I guess we’ve moved on (in our own way) from what brought us there in the first place. I think Helen is in the same boat as us.@SmartKat
SmartKat · 56-60, F
@Carissimi I’m trying to repair the relationship with Mr. Kat, with the thought of hopefully getting back together someday. I honestly think that’s my best option.
Carissimi · 70-79, F
Kat, I can’t say that I blame you, given that you’ve tried the other side of the fence. I truly hope it works for you, and that you can find some measure of happiness and companionship because growing old alone sucks. 🤗 @SmartKat
SW-User
Sorry for your loss. :(
Carissimi · 70-79, F
Thank you.@SW-User
DownTheStreet · 51-55, M
:( but :) too
johnny253 · 70-79, M

 
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