Street hockey was the bestOn the street I grew up on there were many kids who were mostly a few years up on me but some were around my age. I remember we all rode our bikes around or just hung out but the one thing I remember most is playing street hockey. I loved playing and... See More »
Losing the Will to TryI am sharing this just to clear my head. Lately, interactions exhaust me. I stop midway and disengage. Everything feels pointless. Sometimes I feel the urge to fight harder or prove something. Then my mind cuts in and asks, “What’s the point?” I... See More »
So this is the last day of 2025In my time zone it's almost 2 hours into it. I am so ready to nap, but a crazy desire to say something. What could I possibly have to say folks!! As dumb as it sounds I expected more of myself, and I feel the overwhelming desire to just be... See More »
I like people, but from a distanceWhen i'm sharing the same actual space with other people I can't be myself, I have to be the me that is with other people, but alone, and with others on SW is like the hypothetical social me, which would qualify as more normal and organic than really... See More »
Holiday memories as we draw nearer to Christmas.In every family there are favorites and rejects and even though the adults claim that all children are equal it's plain as day that is not the case. In my family my big brother was favored over me and to this day that still holds true. It wasn't only... See More »
It's a bit unfairWhen we hear about people dying, people we didn't personally know, we think such a shame a person with dreams, with a future, or just a person died, without knowing them or anyome related to them we feel an unconditional sadness. But when someone we... See More »
How I feel"Lost" I seem to float above the clouds Without a destination Without a plan Not noticing where I'm going Not caring, really Gravity does not affect my thoughts Like wispy clouds, they are moved about Until they fade into nothing I only know my... See More »
