Mother’s unsupportive

It’s hard to put into words the kind of grief that comes from being let down by someone who is supposed to love you unconditionally. Trying to come out to my mum, trying to share my true self with her, was one of the hardest things I’ve done. Instead of acceptance, I was met with something that has left me feeling incredibly sad and distant. Now, every single time we are in contact, I just feel this heavy wave of disappointment and sorrow. I don’t know if I can continue with any kind of relationship with her and retain any kind of wellbeing within myself. Although I am not certain that I have much choice as my five year old adores her. I don’t know what to do, I have thankfully and fortunately, never felt this way before. I feel like the bond between us as mother and child has quietly dissolved. It’s such a calm, sadness. It’s just the love I have for anyone as a fellow human being that I have left.