That feeling againI’m getting that feeling again where I know I worked really hard to get myself out of a bad mental state and stopped doing things that were bad for me but I want to go back I want to do those bad things again, I feel that I can’t look at certain... (...)
Seems I set my ways...Ice Queen.. I've several times basically vowed I'd would never have a child. Timing... selfishness....fear... Mostly in part due to school but... I've been single six years... Difficult for me to latch on to men because I'm picky AF...way more than I've a... (...)
Greeting YouIt's like a chasm of fear. I'm at the front, just about ready to be devoured. One step in, almost there. But a part of me knew it just is not my destiny. I stare at the chasm and feel the overwhelming sense of "I can't do it." I feel the dread, or... (...)
Verdi - Di Quella Pira (from "Il Trovatore") Don't know why I decided to listen to this right now; maybe because it's been a good day and this aria always makes me feel on top of the world. I've loved opera since I was a kid, and this recording is the best there is--Pavarotti in his prime.... (...)
"Why do we need unions?!"At 6:15 this morning, the heat index on the factory floor had already reached 91°. For most, they were only 15 minutes into their 12-hour shift working next to heat injection mold machines that reach temperatures of 500° or more. The average human c... (...)
Taking the rest of the week offWith everything going on right now I decided to take the rest of the week off. Unfortunately Joel had to go back to work today. I am stressed and so anxious right now I can't sleep, I can't eat much and today I have a horrible headache. My stomach... (...)
Packing party tomorrowSo tomorrow we're going to start packing non essential things. And this child of mine Dad do I have to pack all my things tomorrow No we're just packing things we won't need right away. Like what Books, toys, winter clothes, stuff like that... (...)
We found itIt only took 2 hours in the heat on our hands and knees but we found his favorite rock and it will be coming to the new house. This child of mine
Confession: I might be a predatorSince I'm seen as a female physically, I never saw this as an issue, but I know better know, and should have when there things happened. I've been raised to think that all men are only interrested in one thing, so every time a man told me he wasn't... (...)
Alternatives...............?So....You create a profile here...mingle in the feed, share an experience or two, seek and lend advice or maybe just a listening ear. Reveal a photo maybe. In a sense, "publicly" your profile represents YOU. But then there's the " Alt". The... (...)
Interresting...6 ciders isn't enough to make me feel like I've been drinking, but 7 makese feel almost drunk... Also, just found out my cousin almost died from alvohol poisoning just a few weeks ago. He was found alternating between conciousness and a coma. He... (...)
Another night without the boysI have to admit after my doctor's appointment I was in a mood. I was very upset with myself and my head was spinning with all this anxiety and anger. I really don't even remember what I was doing but I hear Joel say his x is going to keep the boys... (...)
Early finish as last school week 😄Sitting in the sun now as all exams finished. Got some acting lessons at drama from more experienced students which was fun. Seems a bit strange that I have been at school about 12-13 years and that's it finished just like that soon.
Raized Wrong Two brothers and a dad making amazing music 🎶 they do cover songs. They are amazing!! This is one of my favorite cover of theirs. ❤❤😍😍
So we talked about itJoel and I had a very long talk last night about my struggles and also about our daughter. As some of you know we're seeing a new neurologist and she was been wonderful. She'll willing to work with her and me. My only issue is she asked to see our... (...)
So the doctor says I'm not eating enoughSo basically he's saying my stomach is empty and has nothing to digest and it's making my ulcer worse. So he put me on sucralfate 3 times a day along with the Omeprazole in the morning and famotidine at night But the big thing is I have to eat... (...)
Men: do you wear jewelry?If so, what kinds and where? I have two pierced ears and I occasionally wear earrings, but they aren't something I wear every day. I do wear at least one bracelet almost every day, though. I'm less sure about necklaces and I don't want it to look... (...)
You know what I wish? I wish I had a best male friend, around my age, that I could sit with out in the country on his porch and just talk and enjoy the beautiful scenery with the birds and their feeders, hummingbirds, cows, cats, dogs, you name it. 😂 Oh, what a delight... (...)
Ladies sizes I want to give props to Turtlepink. She made me think of this post. Do these sizes ring true to you? I had this conversation with someone recently and i was telling him if i google my size to see women wearing an outfit that i like, the woman are... (...)