Unconditional loveI'm having a trauma response to losing someone again, but that doesn't make them responsible in the slightest. I know the past few years have been really hard and I couldn't come out of it the same. I don't like some of the ways I've had to get by,... (...)
Trump's Cruel Expulsions Are An American TraditionNotice: Yes, this is another 'long read' but an important reminder of a road the US have traveled before, long before Trump, who is just following the same playbook Trump’s expulsions are jaw-droppingly cruel. But they’re part of an American... (...)
One of clients here for clinic day (every Wednesday)He is such a mess and so fun When he’s on his meds at least he is the friendliest funniest people he’s so sweet and gregarious He was worried because a few days ago he was siphoning gas from one lawnmower to another and swallowed some and was... (...)
Do you prefer physical books, ebooks, or audiobooks?Just wondering, as someone who tried the latter two but still prefers physical books. I'm slowly building up a physical book collection. They just also seem to be cheaper, especially if I get them from a library sale or a used book store. I get the... (...)
I can't keep trying with people who don't try back.In some twisted way I'm addicted to unavailability. I think it goes back to my childhood and needing to earn love and approval. I still act out the insecurity, even though I don't believe in it at all, even though I know better. I've lost people... (...)
What is it that she wanted ?So this girl who came into my life during a horrible time and said she was my friend and had my back and supported me at first abd built a strong connection with me ended up doing a 360 after texting me 24/7 told me she liked me when she was "drunk"... (...)
I'm so happyI've been accepted onto one of the best counselling courses in the country. The university looks like it's out of harry potter and I'll become proficient in 4-5 models of therapy. The amount of work I've put into this is unlike anything I've done,... (...)
I really wish you could see me for what I really amYou don't know me. You never did. You've built up this totally wrong image of me in your head just because you're afraid to face your emotions while I'm direct and honest. It doesn't make me high and mighty. Wasn't I always gentle with you? It's... (...)
Do you want to run away with me?We can live half wild. Grow our own food. Dance around fire. Laugh and screw while the stars spin around us. I don't fit in the "real world" and I don't want to anymore. Could you do it? Could you give up your bubble to go be free?
My boss is evil, I need to vent.... My boss has been putting myself and another coworker in constant comparison to one another. He has made it competitive to the point their is now animosity and dislike between us. He literally places our work side by side to display . It's... (...)
Feeling lost at 40.😢Here I am, on my 40's, but I still don't know what do in the future. I feel stuck. I have a 15 year old daughter with a roller coaster emotion. I just don't know what to do next? My current job right now, is not giving me self worth.
I feel like I'm living a nightmareI am currently living as a single mum. My mother has been helping me out by walking the dog 1st thing in the morning. I then do the afternoon and we alternate the evening walks, as she has been mentioning that this is really tiring her out. This... (...)
Ive never met my fatherHe probably doesnt even know i exist. I dont refer to him as 'dad' or 'father'. I refer to him as the sperm donor. Sometimes im jealous of my sister and the relationship she has with her dad. They talk , they laugh , they share things. I shouldnt... (...)
Is the US turning into a fascist country?Or at least it's government. Some observations include: - Language around invading/seizing control of Greenland - Direct/indirect undertones of threat towards Canada - Disdainful attitudes from its members regarding the UK and the EU, and a... (...)
I want to pay my respectsTo the 97 people that went to a football match at Hilsborough on this day in 1989 and never came home. 97 people whos lives were cut short. 97 families that lost a loved one in the most horrific circumstances. Heartbreaking. May they rest in peace.
Having macromastia is such a hassleMy breasts are way too big and heavy. They get in the way. Nothing fits. So many creeps. They're way too sensitive, etc. I hate living like this
This was the best day at SW for me so far, thanks to everyoneAnd I treated dad to some music on top of some silent cinema, he didn't like the Mongolian throat singing however teehee, but I ended with Boy Named Sue and I said to him it was by Johnny Money, took him awhile to see what I was doing there and then... (...)
This nightmarish creature lives among us Scary as it seems, there is nothing to worry about, this horrible-looking creature is a Camponotus ligniperda...commonly known as an ant. Lithuanian photographer Eugenijus Kavaliauskas submitted this magnified photograph of a carpenter ant at... (...)
Harvard President Stands Up Against TrumpHarvard University on Monday rejected demands from the Trump administration as it threatens the school’s federal funding as part of a broader clampdown on higher education. The university said that while it is and will continue to engage in reforms,... (...)
I love the gym When someone said to me that exercising is good for mental health i was unsure. But i bit the bullet and joined a gym. And you know what? Its true. A healthy body can lead to a healthier mind
The pandemic5 years on from lockdown and people seem to forget that Covid-19 has NOT gone away. Its still here and always will be , unless a vaccine is developed that totally eradicates it. In my line of work we are required to have a booster jab every year.
I was told to get over it and move onWe had to run to the pet store today because the hamster needed food, and toys. They had some dogs and cats available for adoption. My boy wanted to look at them as most kids do. He laughed and played them. A volunteer asked me if I was looking... (...)
Sophie joins me! My Varsity Cheer teammate Sophie has joined me on the Dancer exchange program at SEHS!! She is so excited for the challenge!! Go Sophie!!!!! Oh, and the coaches are so stoked for you start!!!