Last night was almost prefectMan did we need a night like last night. We ordered Texas Roadhouse to go. I got smothered chicken with wild rice and mashed potatoes and Joel got a steak with backed potato and Mac and cheese. And of course we got extra rolls. We look it to the... (...)
Silver lining On Thursday I was stung on the ankle by a yellow jacket. By Friday after work it was badly swollen. So today I've decided I have to stay off my feet and let the venom run its course and not aggravate it. Today when the sky looks like this I can... (...)
I am who I amI am not here to fit into anyone’s idea of perfect. I am the sum of my scars and my victories, my flaws and my strengths. I carry my truth proudly, without apology. I am who I am—and that is enough.
I had my date with the neighbor boy part 2So yesterday we was just telling stories back and forth. I remember this one he really wanted his mom to take him to the lake to teach him how to swim. His mom was busy with work and all. So I agreed to take him swimming at the lake. he was so... (...)
Had my date with the neighbor boy last night part 1So yesterday he came over around 3. I was planning to cook him dinner. He wanted to spend the night so while I was at work he wanted to bring over his PlayStation 5. I never seen one before so that was pretty cool. he told me a story of when he was... (...)
I miss her so much "I hear the clock, at 6am, I feel so far from where I've been". I miss her so much that sometimes silence isn't even enough. I'm alive but not living. I think about our shortest living relative. 49 I think. My dad. Out of both sides... (...)
Disappointed I ran out of my regular cigars I smoke at work. I forgot to order more so I got these until my regular one come. I'm not impressed at all. Won't buy these again. Hopefully I'll get my others in this weekend.
Very excitedWith the boys gone Joel and I are going on a date tonight. Just the two of us. Something we haven't done in a while. We're getting Texas Roadhouse to go and we're going to a cigar lounge. We going to get a few very nice cigars and enjoy some... (...)
Have Gun Will TravelI do solemnly swear (or affirm) that I will support and defend the Constitution of the United States against all enemies, foreign and domestic. I took this oath in 1968. I have always and will continue to honor it for the rest of my life so help me... (...)
Last night was bittersweetSo our daughter had her last cello lesson at home. Since school is starting there is no longer the need for the lessons. I'm going to miss hearing her play at home. The cello is big and will be hard for her to bring home every night. She will... (...)
The Wind Up of the Easily Led is working in the UKOn Thursday, an MP in the British parliament, one Rupert Lowe, (now independent because he was thrown out of Reform UK) having mistaken a charity rowing event as it passed the Norfolk coast for immigrants trying to land in a small boat, without doing... (...)
Ten things about me:1. I am over 6 feet tall 2. I am left handed 3. I cook 4. I have a wicked sense of humor 5 I have a younger brother who worked with well known bands in Seattle 6. I was once a proud member of EP 7. I used to work for a college radio station as... (...)
Strength !!! Being lonely doesn’t mean you’re broken, boring, or destined to stay that way. It just means you’re human, with a heart that’s hungry for connection. And that hunger? That’s proof you care, which is a strength.
So I hate office appointmentsSo I rarely take office appointments at work. I do almost all of mine over the phone. its easier on me and I have a lot less tics and outbursts because I'm more relaxed talking to a client over the phone. And I can hit mute if I really need to.... (...)
So, How's It Going?Now that Trump has stripped away your Medicaid, made it impossible to get SNAP (food stamps), imposed tariffs that will cost you an estimated $2,700 a year, you're losing your job! Labor statistics just out show that the unemployment rate among... (...)
I wonder if my friend will remember that kissOmg my friend she was drinking with this guy last night. I was giving a guy a lap dance and I over heard this guy with her double dared her to make out with another woman. Guess who she decided to do this with. She called me over and before I could... (...)
Self-confidenceI once walked into a room full of strangers, my hands shaking. But instead of hiding, I smiled, stood tall, and spoke up. By the end, people listened—not because I was the loudest, but because I believed in myself.
We finally decided the dateSo after my friend left for work I put on my coveralls and I went to work in my garden. u should see all the corn and peppers growing and I got a ton of green beans. The neighbor boy seen me outside and came over. He was talking about his grandmother... (...)
How do you want to be loved?I want to be loved wholly, fully, with no remorse and no regrets. I want a love that makes me love myself. I want a selfless love. I want love that's gentle, that's peaceful. I want to be loved so hard that I can barely breathe. I want a love that... (...)
True love feels amaizingLike the sun on your skin at dawn, Like a melody that lingers on, Hearts in sync, no need for chasing, That’s how true real love feels—amazing.
Suicidal boyfriendI've been planning on leaving my very rude boyfriend, however, I heard him say that he's still suicidal and has been thinking about it again recently. I know I've made some posts venting about his attitude, that aside, I once loved him so I still... (...)