Perspective changes I always thought finding my dads body was hard. I had no idea that watching a body die would be worse. How naive.
The News shows the same few things burning over and overThe rest of the country thinks Los Angeles is in the end of days. Sodom and Gomorrah is on fire. The reality is, protests continue in targeted small groups all over the city. There is music, food vendors and a feeling of community. Cops are present... (...)
A View from the OutsideSW is a US based operation. So its only reasonable that the American perspective is heavily represented. But when you cut to the chase, Americans represent less than 5% of the worlds people. Certainly the most morbidly obese, (and seemingly proud... (...)
So I told JoelI was going to drink a whole bottle of whiskey until I passed out. He said no you're not and took the bottle. Pretty sure he's going to take my phone next.
🎶Yesterday, All My Troubles Seemed So Far Away🎶People are well meaning, but how do you answer the question. "How are you doing?" Not possible to answer that in a way that's truthful without making other people uncomfortable. I feel like screaming, like I want to pound the walls, lose it... (...)
Today is not the dayTo not be feeling good. 2 kids have counseling today and we have our support group tonight. I really don't have time for this. Just gotta power though it. Worst part is I am freezing and it's warm today. Can I just have one day is that to much... (...)
Sleep doctor and neurologist working togetherSo my sleep doctor was not happy with the medications that I'm taking overnight she said it is basically like trying to put a fire out with gasoline she wants to completely change my meds and wants me to stop when I'm taking. Her and my neurologist... (...)
I've been pretending things have been okayBack to journaling here I guess. Day 01. Today I have taken the first pill of the mood stabilizer... IDK why I've been hesitating too much... it was prescribed to me 15days ago and the next appointment is in a month but Idk why the pharmacist gave... (...)
Times are a changing!This getting older business is for the birds.. I don't like it. I thought getting white hair meant gaining wisdom...I feel like I am regressing back to 3rd grade or some crazy grade🤣 I'm so outa the loop these days! The struggle is no... (...)
Compliments raise my spirit.A fellow resident (a friend) in another specialty met a couple of the interns that had a rotation with us. She said upon mentioning my name that I was complimented, a lot. In terms of kindness and specially cause I explained a lot of stuffs to them.... (...)
I'd like to thank you..All the kind people. The ones that give us a giggle. The ones that accept differences. The ones that don't take things personal. The ones that try to understand. The ones that give us a fresh perspective . The ones that teach new things to us And... (...)
Dream I can't forgetI dreamed of a man who was attentive and affectionate. He took me to watch a romance movie. I love this dream, even though it makes me feel sad.
Is anyone watching Department Q?Great show...Now my question is....Why aren't all shows this good? it isn't original...nothing new...except the tank...it is just really well made and well acted and well written. HOW HARD IS THAT?
Es solo mi mente e imaginación. No lo puedo evitar y no quiero hacerlo, Siento como mis pensamientos "vuelan", Siento como mi imaginación no tiene límites, Cada vez que sonrÍo no puedo dejar de pensar en ti... Me siento en las nubes y aún más al sentir lo mucho que me gustas... ❤... (...)
Not use to thisSo the sleep doctor I was referred to call me today. She said she wanted to get me as soon as possible. I told her I had very busy this week. She said no sir you tell me what day and time you can come and I will make it work. I want to get you... (...)
🎶Here comes the rain again🎶Went out with hubby to ER he was in a lot of pain whatever is going on it's multipling. Still waiting on biopsy results. It doesn't look good. Going to be a rough week for us. We need a lot of prayer.
What has changed? A powerful song written 43 years ago. Four decades, and still..... nothing has changed. “That men do not learn very much from the lessons of history is the most important of all the lessons that history has to teach.” – Aldous Huxley,... (...)
I have been advised to block incomplete profiles/accounts hereThe person advocating for this has said that it doesn’t take much to complete the process of having avatars and posts, that if anonymity is the only concern for the users there is nothing to being able to give others things to talk about and to use a... (...)
I will explain my usernameSome of us anarchists want radical change now and will not settle for anything less, as in the slogan "if voting changed anything, it would be illegal!" But I am a patient anarchist. I vote in elections, because democracy is closer to anarchism than... (...)
California is Fine“California is fine. LA is fine. If you don’t like California or LA, that is fine. If you hate California and don’t live in our state, don’t come. We will be fine. If you live in California and you hate it here, you can move. We will be fine. If... (...)