We are all so small…Introspective night….when you can step outside of your shop, look up and see the galactic core spread across the sky above, one knows the choice of home was well made.
Have you ever had to take a loan?I'm considering it. I know I can pay it back I just feel like it might help me to have the cash upfront then pay it back with the lump sums I should be getting. So Im not rationing so to speak my money.
I've been tired of life the way I am, and being meSometimes I feel like the world left me behind and nobody cares, like I'm dead weight drifting down a stream. Sometimes it feels like no matter what I do it will never matter, like I'm invisible and it's some sort of karmic punishment for something.... (...)
Feeling like I ran a marathonOr at least this is what I assume it would feel like. I’ve rarely had a dream where my body physically feels the effects, but I vividly remember I was finishing a race. Verbally telling myself to just take one more step and then another and then... (...)
🖤THE TRUE MEANING OF UNHAPPINESS 🖤It is a hollowing, a kind of inner implosion where everything collapses inward. It isn’t sadness in the simple sense of crying or mourning; it’s a black, suffocating void where even tears dry up because they feel pointless. It’s waking up and... (...)
Going to wittabugerSo today where taking the kids to wittabuger. ( Whataburger). They temporarily charged the name as a promotion for Bobby Witt Jr. Then we're going to 5 below so they can shop and get some Halloween things to decorate. After that Star and... (...)
The Spam fritter mysterySchool dinner, every Monday. A lovely slice of fresh Spam, well fresh from the tin, deep fried in batter. The first quarter was great, the second quarter started to taste a bit nasty, the third quarter made you feel sick. Nobody knew what the fourth... (...)
Hello one and all.Essayist, lecturer, philosopher, and minister Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803-1882) gave us this "To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest achievement." How are you?
THIS is what I did all day...took almost 5 hours!!! Portuguese Kale soup with hot Italian sausages and chick peas instead of potatoes. Sweet corn bread to go with the soup. HUGE mess. I've washed dishes THREE times today and I'm not done yet! But it will be good! ☺☺☺
Why I Believe Trump Is the Second Coming of JesusI know this might sound controversial, but I’ve come to believe that Donald Trump is more than just a political figure — he’s a divine messenger, even the return of Jesus Christ Himself. When I look at how he’s been persecuted, how he speaks truth... (...)
Haven't written in a long time and I can't sleepHeads aflame, She immolates my darker shades Forest fires in oil paint Chromatosed in vacant space Black hole in a sequoia vase Yin and Yang, Anathemas in gilded pane Casted bird with plaster wings Syncopated states of sun and rain
I've been sleepingSo every night this week I have been able to fall asleep. I don't sleep long usually a few hours but I haven't been up for 2 or 3 nights like in the past. It feels so good to not be exhausted all the time. I haven't had brain fog in a while... (...)
I accept it but I am not sure I understandWhile discussing my life, someone asked me, "well what would you have wanted your childhood to be?" Parents, mostly. A mom and a dad, in love and married, taking care of their kids together. Of course I had parents. But, my dad abused my mom... (...)
CPR for the whole familySo tonight we had deli sandwiches and pasta salad for dinner then the real fun started. We had a family CPR class. Joel was able to test out and get recertified because he already knew what to do. I'm glad because I know he was in pain because... (...)
No Kings-Just A Fringe Movement? For those of you who think that “No Kings” is a fringe movement, here’s a map of the rallies scheduled for October 25th. Go to nokings.org to find a rally near you.
Attention men ages 25 to 55 ? (22) Hey gentlemen! I wanna know what turns you on according to your age groups...you can vote under tacos & tequila, ages 25 to 35 ..butts & booties,... (...)
I'm really not sure if this therapist is the right one for me?I sometimes feel like my therapist talks more about herself than she should. I'm trying to stick 3 months with it, because I'm kind of a person who doesn't always give things a chance. I don't even know how to say this without sounding bad, but I... (...)
Who else is fed up.of documentaries on Megan and Harry?There's now going to be one coming on channel 5 here in the UK: Harry & Meghan: Royal Hypocrites? tells their epic story, asks if there are gaps between their public statements and their actions, explores whether they hold consistent views and asks... (...)
He wants children but I dontWe are married for 6 yrs now. I dont want to have a baby but he is insisiting. Becoming a mother is something I never wished for... what can I do? Im afraid he might say yrs later that I deprived him of being a father...I dont want that...