Chilly day in kcIt's cold and rainy here in kc today. Joel made breakfast and I've started a big pot of chili mac. Planning on watching the Royals game and my daughter and I are going to run out and get a cello and s'mores supplies for this evening. Her lessons... (...)
Is the modern right preparing for the end times? The political actions of the tech oligarchs make sense if they think that most of humanity is going to die due to an environmental catastrophe, and they get to rule what is left. From Elon's obsession with colonising Mars to Theil's network states,... (...)
Isn't SW a place to share and speak your mind?Learn and gather perspective? Nothing wrong with a disagreement here and there, we're all different people, different experiences, different cultures even. We are technically, words on screen, subject to interpretation without tone or context.... (...)
Can I name a plant ? This beautiful plant is called Geum triflorum, its seed head is composed of tiny seeds and at some point, its sepals open to whispery plumes. It is found in Canada and the US, widespread in prairies of Idaho, New York, Minnesota, Wisconsin, North... (...)
Merwyrm progress 2 - steps backwards I keep making silly mistakes and getting splotches on colours I've already done. As it is I'm hitting the point of being over painting it, and the c9nstant mistakes aren't helping.
Childhood memory unlockedI have no idea what unlocked this particular memory but last night I was thinking about trying to dig a hole to china in about 3rd grade. Maybe it was 2nd grade? I can't remember which but I remember every recess for a few days I would go under the... (...)
Setting alone It is quiet here, in the prayer garden. Theres an empty bench, wooden, filled with years of tears for a lost loved one. The plaque beside it tells of a daughter who died to early..taken before her time and with each new teardrop is another stone... (...)
I'm struggling todayMy mind has been in overdrive, and I'm feeling more lobely and depressed than I have in a while. Maybe it's the weather playing tricks on me. All I know is that the suicidal thoughts are back in force (although I'm not actually at risk).
In my drafts...thought about deleting but..I feel dead. And I am so confused with these dating apps. "I love hunting and fishing and friends and family and religion". I can't relate AT ALL. But that is ALL I ever get. I have felt so wrong since birth. I just feel so hollow... (...)
What should i do about a man whose wishy washy about me?Im crazy about him but im not over extending myself... i think he likes me but hes very slowly approaching me. He got my attention online but now that hes got it i kind of poked fun at him because to me hes acting a little childish...just talk to me... (...)
Different language?Sometimes when reading posts, I wonder if people are speaking a different language as I don't understand what the person is saying/asking. Anyone else? It could be me, I'm old!
One step closer!!I just picked up another disabled person to assist!! The process might take a week to complete with my paperwork/background check, etc but I've got a clean record and the man wants me to be his helper so it's all looking wonderful!!!
The Tattoo is happening! (44) So yes! I am getting the Tattoo! My boyfriend knows a great Tattoo artist and I just have to decide where to get it!!! Help me decide guys!!
Angels Are Just Like UsSome people think angels are otherworldly beings, but they are people just like us! They have feelings and aren't perfect (which is why some fall).
A really, really long time agoWhat of major interest was going on in the world when you take your age now and subtract it from the year you were born? In my case one of the events was - - Yellowstone becomes the world's first national park.
The WreckageWhen the smoke clears and you can see the damage, you'll see me there. Still waiting for you. Waiting for you to realize that I can love you no matter what. Yeah, you've got that kind of hold on me.
Therapy day todayToday my therapy revolved around the death of my son and the anger I have for the one at fault. I have so many events im in therapy for. I just dont know what do do with my pain sometimes. It was a rough day. Whew. Hope everyone has a goodnight.
Trump Broke Dress Protocol Why would he wear a blue suit to the Pope's funeral knowing that the protocol was for black. Down outright disrespectful, maybe because the late Pope didn't laugh and smile in his face like he did with other presidents.
Last volleyball game for my daughter.Today is my daughter's last volleyball game. I just couldn't make her keep playing when she doesn't want to. It's not what I want it's what she wants and needs. I'm so proud of her. We're going to eat at Danny's burgers after the game to... (...)
I’m still here, unloved uncared for as usualhate this life. Need money to fix my car. So I can do a job I don’t like so I can pay for the car and the apartment I don’t like. This is all there is. I lost a person I thought made my life a little better. It hurts. I’m like nothing but... (...)
Looking for a serious relationshipI hope to find a mutual connection with a genuine man. A kind-hearted man who is serious, values communication and is ready for a long-term relationship.
Some say its sleep paralysis, i think not at allI wrote about this on quora. Seems Im not alone. For a little over two years I had these weird dreams/ dream states idk. I knew as I was starting to fall asleep I would get a sensation in my head, like pins and needles when your foot falls asleep.... (...)
I think I may have petrified my mouse🖱 . . . . with my new keyboard . ( Just kidding, this isn't my keyboard. I may be silly, but not infantile...but it sure is a cute keyboard ...and mouse too ☺