Complexity of emotions.Maybe the reason why I feel alienated is feeling couldn't resch certain level of who am I. I feel too much, Feel too deep. I know we are all have complex emotions, and yer I feel mine up into its core. I tried communicating if someone would try... (...)
Thinking About Relationships and Song Lyrics"You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness...I told myself you were right for me, but felt so lonely in your company" A season of loneliness were there is ill health, kids to deal with, overtime, or things life throws at you meaning the... (...)
Tomorrow is my birthday, and it's bittersweetEvery year it is. I have always loved birthdays, having parties or gatherings with loved ones, but as I grew up I had fewer friends to invite and celebrate with (because they didn't like me anymore or moved away) and my extended family who I used to... (...)
My Play List Is All Over The PlaceAre you someone who listens to the same type of music or one era of music or do you have indie, pop, folk, classic, and whatever all on one playlist?
Loss-of-appetite daysAfter treatment, when even the thought of having to eat anything just makes me angry. It all sounds gross. But I need to avoid nausea. It all tastes just a bit off. I need the nutrients. I’m constantly deficient these days anyway… Peanut... (...)
These alcohol withdrawals get scarier with time .. and age ..I used to be obsessed with 9/11 growing up .. now when I close my eyes .. airplanes crash into my apartment .. monsters crawl through my windows .. and as cognitive as I am and tell myself these things aren’t real .. going through withdrawals and... (...)
Welcome to Sufferball.That's right England fans, prepare yourself once again to endure your weekly dose of pain as you watch our national team attempt to play football. Marvel as a star-filled side packed with players from the biggest club teams in the world struggle... (...)
Confrontation, do you thrive on it or avoid it?I am in the later category. I hate confrontation and have a long history of trying to avoid it. I have a lot of respect for people who, obviously, don't create it but know how to handle it. Those can turn a hammer into anvil, I salute them.
Purple polka dots Ever have flashbacks to your childhood Random memories of this n that I’m remembering my tenth birthday party , I had friends over and an ice cream cake in the design of a rag doll I wore a purple polka dot dress and my hair was cut into a bob... (...)
Mansplaining is ridiculousNothing is more “fun” than some toolbag trying to mansplain things to me. Literally had a man try to mansplain my own body to me or things I have going on as if he’s going through exactly what I am (etc) or me knowing something extremely well and a... (...)
Good morning 🪻☕️ Time to power through some bookkeeping then enjoy the beautiful sunshine in my backyard. Here is a picture I took in Penticton B.C a couple weeks ago. Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend. ☀️💛
I talked to my boss todayThere was a person in my tram who was communicating false informations about the job I do by using mail. I proved that she was wrong and what I actually did was correct. Is this a good move?
Think they are ready Finally think it's ready to hand out these Peper plants as they are doing so well now And I will put them into here for now These are salad peppers 25 are going to a charity and the rest to anyone who likes one. Can't wait to give them out
Once upon a time There was a handsome prince who told an ugly duckling that he loved her The ugly duckling began to grow wings and turned into a beautiful swan and after she learned how to fly the handsome Prince clipped her wings and started talking to other birds... (...)
How can people see things SO differently? I was driving a friend of mine to his oncologists appointment on Monday, and the sky was just breathtaking. It looked a lot like this, but the navy blue streak was huge and dramatic...more pronounced, and there was a tiny patch of white on white... (...)
Why does life have to be like this?In a world with so many people, why do so many of us feel so alone? Me being one of them. I'm tired of being lonely but it seems the older i get, the harder that it is to make friends.
Her birthday was a success 💕 It feels good knowing a love with not even the slightest bit of pain. #MyHeart 🥰 She makes 43 looks absolutely amazing