Pregnancy updateWell I had my first pregnancy check up this morning. I found out I am 6 weeks pregnant. So the father is mark not Josh. I don't know how I am going to tell him. I don't even have his phone number.
Actually treated myself todayI ate a two person mcdonalds meal by myself 😂 invited someone out (big thing for me to do emotionally), walked in the rain with my headphones and bought a load of healthy stuff. Feel good today
Attachment styles are so interestingWhen we grow up having to earn the emotional validation around us, or we are told through actions we are only accepted if we behave a certain way, we become conditioned to seek that behaviour in partners. We know how to appease this person, it feels... (...)
Want to know how a cat can turn on a vacuum?Ask this guy @NegemJenny1234cat At 4 o’clock this morning, he knocked over the set of luggage that I just bought yesterday which was in the main hall and then he went into side hall, knocked over my vacuum and somehow managed to turn it on I... (...)
Is it localized arthritis?Over the past 3 months all the knuckle and finger joints on my left hand have gotten stiff from holding my phone so much. I can't make a fist. I can use my first 2 fingers and thumb to grip things. Volteran helps bring some comfort but doesn't... (...)
Wall by Mohja KaufSomeone sent me this beautiful poem today and I just wanted to share ❤ Your heart is a wall on which I knocked looking for a door, a latch a windowsill, a flowerpot Everything I brought to the wall dried up and blew away for lack of answer: tulip b... (...)
A cigar and whiskeyIt's been almost a week since I've enjoyed a good cigar and whiskey with Joel and my buddy. It felt nice to sit outside with them and relax and enjoy a fire. Now the cycle is starting over. I slept yesterday night about 5 hours and here I am... (...)
Does anyone get mad at thisWaking up to no notifications is probably the most irritating thing i deal with on a daily basis... i should be desensitised by now but im not
Where is my sleep button??Don’t you hate when you haven’t even gone to bed yet and you know you are already in an insomnia chokehold??
What are you reading at the moment?I’m combining Redeeming Love by Francine Rivers, with North by Seamus Heaney, poetry. Then back to Javier Marius, Your Face Tomorrow , and the Lonely City by Olivia Laing. I like to juggle a lot of perspectives and themes at once.
It's not you😎 💯😇🌞 It’s their fear of confrontation😔 You will be confused 👀 You'll want to get closure. But closure is within you💯😎 You don't need to send that one last text, only to be greeted by Casper's evil twin👻 Soon you really won't care for their call anymore.You won’t care for that text... (...)
Cutting ties 👔Have you ever cut ties with someone and your life seems much calmer? I cut ties with a friend on here a while back and i noticed that my life is just......better.
Fasting labsI have labs today to confirm my infection is better. And I plan on standing up for myself and telling them to only use my hand this time. And I got some sleep last night about 5 hours. Would of slept longer if Joel hadn't woke me up. We have our... (...)
Eggstatic ...! I Enjoy eating eggs... Versatility of the humble egg Boiled Scrambled Sunnyside up Easyover Poached Eggs Benedict Egg sandwich Egg salad YUM...!
Joel and tiny tornadoSo after everything calmed down from dinner Joel goes over to our youngest Hey hijo thank you so much for looking out for your brother. You really helped him today. Papa you don't have to thank me, it's my job to look out for him because he's my... (...)
I have come to realizeAnd, I have come to realize probably way to late in life, that everything I feel or don't feel is a product of my lack of action. It's my fault I'm miserable. It's my fault I don't have the courage to make the change. Although, courage isn't... (...)
Well dinner was interestingSo I'm not really sure how it happened. Burgers turned out great, chicken was amazing. The boys were sitting at the table and i gave them their plates. Star and Joel's ex were sitting at the table. I cut our oldest boys burger into bite size... (...)
can we talk about how making salad is so time consuming?I like my greens and being healthy but there's so much work in doing it that I rather have my dinner without salad. the first thing I'd do one day whenever I become rich is hire a personal chef. or perhaps invest in a partner that loves to cook.... (...)
"Massachusetts" by the Bee Gees Barry Gibb, the last surviving member of the Bee Gees, turns 79 today. While I never liked the "Saturday Night Fever" style, I can remember the times when they used to sing songs like this. I like them singing this style.
Imagine this:Me, standing in front of my living room windows, partially concealed by the curtains. Food is sizzling in the kitchen behind me, as I’m smiling, watching the neighbors in a fist fight in their front yard. AN UPDATE. The police have arrived. More... (...)
The benefits of spending time in nature Every once in a while, it's good to spend some time out in nature to sit still and listen to its sounds, like the wind rustling leaves, or to hear the chirping of birds and the buzzing of bees, hear the burbling of a brook, and the scuttling sounds... (...)