Most people hate me

I don't even have to talk to them. They will take one look at me and decide they hate me. Im ok with it. Its been happening my whole life. Im used to it. Besides, Ive been wishing death on everyone i see for as long as i can remember. I hate everyone a little bit more than you probably hate me.

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VictoriaR · F

I can understand this a little bit, but hardly... I wasn’t raised by anyone terrible really... Just trapped in my head, and that’s not the brightest place. Despite the fact I wish for silence and sometimes my own death, I just smile and walk around fine... I seem to get people to like me easily, even when I wish everyone could just leave me alone. So, perhaps a bit of an opposite situation over here. Anywho...

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VictoriaR · F

@ShadowOfMyself :) Sorry for the smile, I’m a dork that thought that was kind of wonderful to read. Blazing glory!!!

Hh... Yup, I’m a dork...

VictoriaR · F

@ShadowOfMyself Also, celebrate ... Hehe... Even if a little. It’s good to be you...Even if you might not like yourself very much (I don’t know if you do)... I’m getting a bit corny... But, I believe in you.

Life, please smack the corn away.

ShadowOfMyself · 31-35, M

@VictoriaR well. That makes me feel....nice. Thank you for your kind words.

EugenieLaBorgia · F

Stand tall and face them down!!

ShadowOfMyself · 31-35, M

I prefer to crouch and stay hidden. But i see what you're saying @EugenieLaBorgia

Wiseacre · F

What kind of parents raised u?

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ShadowOfMyself · 31-35, M

The programming they tried kind of backfired. I rebelled instead of following the pack. I developed a hate for God and everyone else around me. Instead of wanting to do what they wanted me to do, i wanted everyone dead. I was going to kill everyone. One by one. In different ways. Ive thought and planned it for years. But i have gotten away. So far away that it would be a major inconvenience to carry out my fantasies. I shake from excitement thinking about it. They wanted to turn me into a mindless sheep that would follow the Shepard without question. Instead, i turned into a rabid, bloodthirsty wolf. @Wiseacre

Wiseacre · F

@ShadowOfMyself o, I believe it..there is hope..u're young..get some help..best!

Wiseacre · F

@ShadowOfMyself u may want to read The Cult Experience

DunningKruger · 61-69, M

You think that because you're young. In a few years, you'll realize that a) most people don't hate you and b) most people don't think about you one way or the other until you give them a reason to.

ShadowOfMyself · 31-35, M

I would love to believe you but the evidence points to the contrary. I see the dirty looks i get. Even on here I'm blocked by so many people who i didn't know knew i existed. Either people are just ugly or they make an “i hate you face” the moment i establish eye contact @DunningKruger