Most people hate me

I don't even have to talk to them. They will take one look at me and decide they hate me. Im ok with it. Its been happening my whole life. Im used to it. Besides, Ive been wishing death on everyone i see for as long as i can remember. I hate everyone a little bit more than you probably hate me.

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DrawntoaDistance · M

Sounds like a super happy meaningful existence 👍

ShadowOfMyself · 31-35, M

I have never been happy@DrawntoaDistance

DrawntoaDistance · M

Have you ever tried to be happy? @ShadowOfMyself

ShadowOfMyself · 31-35, M

I did. Multiple times. Each and every time i would end up getting metaphorically smacked down to a lower point than i was before. Ive learned that I'm not meant to have a happy life, I've learned to accept it. Every time i get happy about something some sort of tragedy strikes like it was waiting specifically for me to crack a smile@DrawntoaDistance

Wiseacre · F

@ShadowOfMyself there is help for u, but u must want it!

ShadowOfMyself · 31-35, M

Theres no point anymore@Wiseacre

VictoriaR · F

@ShadowOfMyself I understand the crashing down because of happiness so very well.......... Oof...