Most people hate me

I don't even have to talk to them. They will take one look at me and decide they hate me. Im ok with it. Its been happening my whole life. Im used to it. Besides, Ive been wishing death on everyone i see for as long as i can remember. I hate everyone a little bit more than you probably hate me.

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VictoriaR · F

I can understand this a little bit, but hardly... I wasn’t raised by anyone terrible really... Just trapped in my head, and that’s not the brightest place. Despite the fact I wish for silence and sometimes my own death, I just smile and walk around fine... I seem to get people to like me easily, even when I wish everyone could just leave me alone. So, perhaps a bit of an opposite situation over here. Anywho...

ShadowOfMyself · 31-35, M

As of recent, there has been a change. Men still look at me with the same look, women not so much. More and more have started smiling at me. Im not entirely sure why. My coworker said it had something to do with my energy. I think it has something to do with the thirty pounds ive lost. I dont smile first, usually. This is very recent that i have noticed this@VictoriaR

VictoriaR · F

@ShadowOfMyself Maybe it is your energy, or... your loss of 30 pounds... hm... Should I ask if that’s good or bad? (I’m a bit underweight so... It isn’t noticeable though). Maybe something is changing.. Do you like it?

ShadowOfMyself · 31-35, M

Well, yeah. I think most women are attractive as it is. A smile really amplifies things. The fact i dont have to do anything to make a random woman smile at me....yeah....i like it@VictoriaR

VictoriaR · F

@ShadowOfMyself :) Sorry for the smile, I’m a dork that thought that was kind of wonderful to read. Blazing glory!!!

Hh... Yup, I’m a dork...

VictoriaR · F

@ShadowOfMyself Also, celebrate ... Hehe... Even if a little. It’s good to be you...Even if you might not like yourself very much (I don’t know if you do)... I’m getting a bit corny... But, I believe in you.

Life, please smack the corn away.

ShadowOfMyself · 31-35, M

@VictoriaR well. That makes me feel....nice. Thank you for your kind words.