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Were you or anyone you knew a victim of child melestation? 馃槚

[c=359E00]I was a victim.of child melestation. I was in grade 6. We were living in these townhouses. And few doors down was our neighbor who she knew my mom really well. They were relatives. Really religious. She had a husband too was religious. New the holy book back and front. They had two little children. Her husband was a nice man. Or so I assumed. He would take me and my then 3 siblings out to play hide and seek with his kids. And go for long drives. One saterday, off from school me and my sister were invited to play at his house while the wife went to my mothers to hang out. Everything was fun at first until I opened my eyes in this empty room upstairs. My feet were up. I look down and his hands are down my pants. I was so shocked and confused and scared...so many emotions. 馃槕馃檳馃檴馃槼馃槹馃槗馃樁馃槓..Then when i get up, still trying to grasp on what just happened..almost as if I blacked out..black magic or something...he was in the other room now. He asked [/c] [i]woul膹 you like to play doctor?[/i] [c=359E00]Me still shoooken, trying to catch my breath respond with a [/c] [c=359E00][i]no[/i][/c]. [c=359E00]Then he answers back with a [/c] [i][c=359E00]good..[/c][/i][c=359E00]...?!! As if he was testing me?! He was the sicko who threw me unconsious so he could do his sick deed on me! Ya so until this day I haven't told anyone. Not even my own mother. I was afraid she will probably think it is my fault, even as a kid, i had that feeling wow. And there were moments where she will recall the past and say it is my fault..so thank god i didn't tell her that because she would of reminded me of that too. Ya and is no wonder I don't go to anyone is house without feeling so awkward and uncomfortable. And is no wonder i can't pass the friggin driving test. I get so tense. This old instuctor hid on me.. but ya trauma at its worse.[/c]
Miram26-30, F
I don't post about such things or talk about it in details from a personal perspective or so casually.

It takes lot to do that.

While I condemn what happened to you, I hope you understand why saying what you said about his daughter is extremely disturbing. It normalizes the exact things that happened to you too.

Take time and think about such words and how they affect others who experienced trauma too. Nothing to do with karma or god.
SpiritualMan51-55, M
[@665475,kodiac] I believe it will go down like this, corrupt people in high places are causing an evil spiritual blanket to cover us, and when they are removed this evil blanket will be removed from our country and even many other countries, thus it will be easier for people to more quickly and more directly access a greater degree of God's manifest power for their healing and to do good things more easily and on a larger scale. This is a spiritual war at the root. The corrupt churches and corrupt church leadership will also be taken care of by God's judgments.

Every few weeks or months I do a random search of church leadership arrested for these crimes, and I always find at least a handful of new news stories. "Judgment begins in the house of God".
nightjourney26-30, F
[@778667,SpiritualMan] indeed yas. Everybody will get judged despite what they show people. At the end of the day god knows everything. I say that to a few people who did me wrong 馃挴
SpiritualMan51-55, M
[@1226970,nightjourney] On the one hand, once certain things are ready to go, which partly may include us the people being aware and ready to support certain operations, meant to round up the people up in more elite circles that do these same crimes on a bigger scale, but that might be the easy part, they are smaller in number and it might be easier to track them and collect evidence against them because of the mass scale of their crimes. Just that until recently and now, it was easier for them to use their money and power to stay out of trouble, this is even true of Epstein and Peter Nygard who did similar crimes to Epstein but was arrested in Dec 2020. However with regular people, it is harder to track all of that unless people report it when they are the victims or they know about it. I really hope that we have a spiritual awakening where more people don't even want to do such crimes even if they might be tempted to sometimes. I watched the press conference on the recent Ohio trafficking arrests, and they said we can't arrest our way out of this problem as a permanent solution. Even if we round up all of the elites involved in this crime, we truly need new checks and balances going forward. In George Washington's farewell address he said that if we find out we need new checks and balances to prevent or better fight corruption over the ones that the Founders put in place, then we should add and implement new checks and balances.

I certainly don't believe in mass surveillance to fight these kinds of crimes that would eliminate our 4th Amendment protections which have all too often been compromised, but I do believe in surveillance on the crimes themselves to see who is involved in them, and in more personal situations encourage people to bring reports forward.

A channel I listen to on YouTube made the point that often because of purity culture, teens that would normally be more knowledgeable about sex are deliberately left way less educated about it, and thus are more easily victimized in some of these churches if predators are in leadership. It is as if they are mentally and emotionally younger than their chronological ages, and I find that really sad and evil. I am not quite ready to say that purity culture is a conspiracy to make it easier to victimize kids, but it certainly makes it easier to.

A major player in purity culture, which I certainly don't believe he conspired in any schemes to make it easier to victimize kids, is Joshua Harris. He has now renounces his earlier beliefs in purity culture.

Actually there it IS part of conspiracy, and we don't need proof that any humans colluded to invent the purity culture to make it easier to victimize kids, such as a secret meeting of like-minded and predator-minded pastors, we don't need ANY proof of that to say there is a conspiracy behind it, this is because Satan and his minions were pulling the strings, even if the human beings on the receiving end believed that purity culture was a genuinely good thing, they were having their string pulled by malevolent spiritual forces.

Beyond it making it easier for kids to be victimized, it also made a lot of people feel guilty about normal sexual feelings as they grew up, and it created a lot of emotional sexual dysfunction on people that tried to force themselves to live by that culture. Then with some people they couldn't handle the repression any more and acted out in truly unhealthy ways. People like me slowly but surely found healing by finding out the more accurate biblical teachings on sexuality which is way less strict than the purity culture.
SpiritualMan51-55, M
I think people who call themselves Christians and do such things should get bigger sentences just to make a point. I will say that putting such people in prison at least gives them a CHANCE to save their souls, when you hit bottom, you look up, and these people are arrogant and prideful, and that kind of arrogance will keep you out of heaven, therefore breaking their pride by putting them in prison well help encourage them to repent.

Let me clear, God's justice is not sleeping against those in the churches but doing these things. Time is almost up to repent. If there is no repentance the hammer is going to fall. If it means churches being broken up, being drained of their money and such, then it is God's will. God doesn't need churches that do such things for His Kingdom to grow, in fact such churches get in the way and would best either repent or be moved out of the way, even if it has to be done the hard way.
SpiritualMan51-55, M
[@1235347,MrFatNasty01] Ah ok, I didn't know that....ha ha maybe this site will help your English, what is your first language?
MrFatNasty0126-30, M
[@778667,SpiritualMan] [quote]
The bible was written in a larger context. If a nation completely skews marriage laws to become an evil system, do you REALLY think God wants us to take part in it? [/quote]

Well, hence the command to avoid partaking in the things of the world, and commandments to not depart one from another, husband and wife. The system may be evil but marriage is not, nor is it a thing of the world.

All you and your wife need do is concern yourselves with the Word, the rest will take care of itself remember if God is for you who can be against you?
SpiritualMan51-55, M
[@1235347,MrFatNasty01] It is definitely true that people should put God first in their marriages. I am very attracted to certain kinds of women. I like emotional, mental, and spiritual attachments to at least some women in this world, but some of the culture of idealizing romantic love to the point where you WORSHIP the person you are in love with, that makes my sick and makes my stomach church. That takes things way too far for me.

We need to qualify what it means to "avoid partaking the things of this world". To me that means anything sinful, it doesn't mean physical things. Otherwise we shouldn't eat food.
My friend鈥檚 father, when I was eleven. I never told anyone because I really liked my friend and I figured I wouldn鈥檛 be allowed to see her. What I [b]did[/b] do was have subsequent sleepovers only at my home; I never stayed at hers again.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@328496,bijouxbroussard] i get that.. but some people who never had this happen wouldn't get that right. Thats horrible you had to go through that sis. And you did the right thing. Had you kept going to her place it would of gotten worse in breaking up your friendship with her. But we all need a friend. We all need someone to precieve us as not strange or scared.
Jenny123451-55, F
Please tell your mom. As a mom, I would want to know if it happened to my child

My mother and all her sisters and brothers were molested by their dad for years

I must add that my mother never got over it and lived with depression her whole life
nightjourney26-30, F
[@1220692,Jenny1234] if i could go back in time i would and had i of gotten help even then, my life would of turned out different maybe..but i feel if i would now she would say ok why you bringing this up now..shes the type that gets aggitated easily..shes a smoker so she get frusterated easily..its kinda scary..even to this age 馃槀馃槹
Omg, that鈥檚 horrible, I鈥檓 soo sorry. You should have told the police and put that pig in jail.
[@1226970,nightjourney] Did you practice a lot before the test? It needs practice because it鈥檚 not easy.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@1230725,CallmeDestiny] it needs practice yes..ok..but im telling u i did it not.perfect 100% but it was good the first time!! Lk lysh ma 3abit tifhemene?!!馃槄
Oh, I read it wrong. She shouldn鈥檛 have made you do it twice. That鈥檚 weird. [@1226970,nightjourney]
Repete61-69, M
My daughter was by her stepbrothers. It may not help but I am sorry this happened to you. You should tell someone , a friend or your mom someone. My daughter told a friend of hers before I found out.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@608163,Repete] that amazing she was lucky to have you to support her. And she was able do do many thing. My mistake yes for 18 yrs kept it a secret. Only me and god knows. Like i could of told one of my uncles who was living with us at the time. I was i guess scared of what they would precieve of me. Like they wouldn't believe a kid. And my dad and mother didn't knww much english. My dad worked morning to night. My mom as well. So not only were they busy but they wouldn't know how to come about this type of situation had i told them. And so i guess i had no one teach me to talk about anything if it bothered me. And that did complicate me as a person...but thats why faith is so powerful because i am religious so i am not like a nut for it..cause i believe in a higher power. And many things came rushing through my head at the time like if i had told my mother she wouldn't want to see his wife anymore thus for she wouldn't have a friend to hang out with and she will blame me for it..like she did on alot of things in the past. I love her to death but the truth. And like oh karma will hit. I didn't really observe that that situation event would effect my whole life from that day on you know. Its as they say i was a kid what did i know about these kinds a stuff other then just go on with my life. But what i did know how to do was i didn't look at him the same. I didn't even visit to play anymore. I didn't go anywhere in that matter. I thought i felt really sorry for my mother leaving her alone. I didn't even percept it is because of that event that accured messed up with my mind
kodiacM
[@1226970,nightjourney] You can get free help google Rann they are a place to get help
Repete61-69, M
She was lucky she had a friend to talk to and help her.
She had some of your same thoughts worried what I would think and not wanting to make things hard on me.i did support her after I found out and would have if she had come to me first.
You see I worked most nights and wife ( now ex wife) worked days I didn鈥檛 get a lot of time with my daughter. That didn鈥檛 help and set up a bad situation for her. One I should have seen as a possible problem but was tied up in work ( poor excuse)
I am glad you are doing better it is a long road sometimes. Faith and religion sometimes helps a lot. [@1226970,nightjourney]
Reflection236-40, M
Sick as fuck man. I believe you should have told your mother or sister because this man must have abuse others kids too.

It was and never will be your fault. It made me feel sick.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@17829,TryingtoLava] i thought you were gonna block me.. block away hahahha 炉\_(銉)_/炉
nightjourney26-30, F
[@17829,TryingtoLava] thank you. its like. its all a test
[@1226970,nightjourney] why would i block you? Thats childish
Impossiblelove36-40, F
I hate to say this , didn't reveal to anyone till this date ,but I think I'm over it now.

I was in grade 8,and I was molested by 4 or 5 men ,and could had been a gangrape ,if not saved at the right time by a friend of mine

Ya I said it loud and clear.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@1222850,Impossiblelove] sometimes god brings angels in people to save us at the right place the right time 馃槆馃挄
SarahAndSamantha46-50, T
Won't go into details, but yes I was. Sorry you had to go through it
nightjourney26-30, F
[@902047,SarahAndSamantha] no need to go into detail because that will make you remember and open up your scar. I am sorry it happened to you 馃挄
nedkellyM
I am sorry to hear this, and sadly you well never recover from this and all i can advise is get some specialised counselling.


I see many clients who have been abused as a child, they NEVER get over this
nedkellyM
[@1225241,Dave321] I do relise this, and she is a survivor but the memories will live with her on a daily basis
Jenny123451-55, F
[@1225241,Dave321] it鈥檚 true many really don鈥檛 get over it. Sexual abuse is akin to murder of a child鈥檚 soul. They are never the same
nightjourney26-30, F
[@5946,nedkelly] yup creeps up.on me everytime i am happy and just sets my mood off
CountScrofula41-45, M
God what a hell to cope with. I'm so sorry you were hurt like that. Thankfully no I have not but I've known many people. Everyone talks about wanting some kind of mob justice on people who do that... but it happens all the time and gets covered up so much. :(
nightjourney26-30, F
[@624254,CountScrofula] ya lots a sickos. Our religion teaches us not to harm them and karma will pull through..so its not like im crying a river over it at night before i go to sleep haha but ya covered it for way too longg..i realize now that i suppose thought as myself nasty and not normal..strange because it never happens yo anyone else. (My mind set at the time) and so i kept it a secret and got used to of it..and i just wanted to fit in..which didn't happen as i was bullied by my whole class that same year. So ya not really many friends i had to share this with and get it out so i cud breathe and be normal again lool
Larksky26-30, M
I am sorry as man to you and everyone who had to go through such situation. Sometimes when you hear or read such incidents I feel sick of myself as a man.. cause then tomorrow they might come a time no women will find it easy to look or trust a man ..
Larksky26-30, M
[@1220692,Jenny1234] its difficult for female to be in physical relationship with someone if she had an traumatic experience
Jenny123451-55, F
[@1236109,Larksky] That鈥檚 just one of the reasons why people need to get as much help as possible. My mother never ever got help because she did not believe in counsellors or psychiatrists
nightjourney26-30, F
[@1220692,Jenny1234] thats pretty much marriage life back home.. some ok.. but others who are really religious they just care to make the next generation because that is considered why 2 interlope to prevail this life..ya
Longpatrol26-30, M
My classmate was molested by our maths teacher when she was thirteen. She transferred to another school and the experience just wrecked her.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@645510,Longpatrol] the feelings all to real..severe. dont blame her for not doing anything right 馃馃挃
nightjourney26-30, F
[@605647,DarkHeaven] 馃挄馃挄
Tminus6453M
My best friends brother was molested by the local parish priest.. it turns out the 3 priest that were assigned to our parish over the 30 years i was there were all convicted of molesting boys in the area...luckily i was never messed with
Tminus6453M
[@665475,kodiac] Ok i guess...they don talk about it..
kodiacM
[@27230,Tminus6453] Understandable.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@27230,Tminus6453] lucky son of a gun
rhouse56-60, M
Yes. My best childhood friend and I watched it so I guess I was also a victim of sorts.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@632360,rhouse] thats horrible 馃様馃様
Whyme41-45, M
I was but i choose not to adresse it in my day to day life ive told the person that did it she should sit in the tub and pull the shower curtain closed to contain the mess then blow her head off but since ive grown to a large man its hard for people to think i couldve been ya know but in kndergarden i wasnt 6 foot 2
nightjourney26-30, F
[@499660,Whyme] so brave of you to confront them in person. Me now being older and well stronger i suppose you can say..still weak as hell hahha but ya i was about to say him being now weak and old can't do a damn thing..but he was a tall, muscular man himself. With a grown beard. You know Rubeus Hagrid in harry potter..he looked kinda like him but darker features..so he would probably be just the same i guess.
Whyme41-45, M
[@1226970,nightjourney] it was m half sister shes destroyed the lives of pretty much everyone shes come in contact with cost me most of my family but whatever she will never meet my kids
Myzery36-40, F
Yes, and I'm sorry that happened to you.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@6378,Myzery] i am sorry to you 馃挄
rhouse56-60, M
[@1226970,nightjourney] It was his "uncle". I'm not sure it was his real uncle but he called him that. He made my friend perform oral on him while I was there. At the time, I thought it was sort of fun but now that I look back on it and realize how young we were, it changes my whole perspective.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@632360,rhouse] thats sick.omg. do you still connect with your friend. Know that you guys are in this together and this life isnt like that. Help eachother out. 2 is better than 1.. being alone
SpiritualMan51-55, M
I have no way of verifying if this is true, if it is true I am certain we will find out later, but I heard rumors, and from a guy that claimed to have connections with people in the military, that they have already, and secretly, raided deep underground bases to rescue trafficking victims and arrest the workers they found in the bases. He said they were pretty sickened and furious over what they found. If this is true, it is being kept secret for now, or at least hard to confirm on purpose so that the larger network of people involved that haven't yet been caught are left wondering what is happening, but some may be beginning to panic, and their panic is delicious to me. It tastes good, I am beginning to feel it even tangibly.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@778667,SpiritualMan] well everything is possible these days. I don't doubt anything to be false nowadays
SpiritualMan51-55, M
[@1226970,nightjourney] True, some things I hear I like to verify, but I realize for operation security some things have to be disclosed at later dates.
jbon8536-40, M
My cousins by my aunts boyfriend and my aunt is fucking stupid for not doing a damn thing to him, the fucker would have been shot dead. He even did same to his own granddaughter. Sick motherfucker
nightjourney26-30, F
[@1050048,jbon85] thats messed up. Yup love is blind. They were too blind to even see him for who he really was it seems
theAlchemist56-60, M
In late summer of 2012, I learned that my sister had been molested by my stepfather. Whether it was a single incident or repeated incidents, I do not know. The crime(s) occurred in the time period of September 1976 - January 1977. I was not living in the family home during that time period. My sister went on to live a normal life. Through online research, I learned that the stepfather died in July 2003. It is truly unfortunate that he died without ever having been arrested, prosecuted and imprisoned for his crime(s).
nightjourney26-30, F
[@1165664,theAlchemist] trust me ghe judgement of god is way worse 馃憣 and thats such a long time agoo
Yes my cousin suffered at the hands of her teacher.but with the right help she recovered and now counsels and helps others who has been through the same thing.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@1225241,Dave321] she has such a caring and lovable heart 馃挄馃挄
Sorry, no child should have that happen and you should be able to tell you mom without fear. Had an older female cousin to basically the same.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@1229992,Spracer] give your cousin my sentiment. Haha ya scared of my mother..shes very sttict 馃槰馃槅
mrlopez26-30, M
God you can't trust anyone. It makes my blood boil. I'm sorry you had to go through that as a kid. I know it doesn't mean much for me to say that but you didn't deserve that.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@1161949,tacobell] exactly. And yes..which i feel like if i did go to councilor before things would.of been different. Im just a scared messs
mrlopez26-30, M
[@1226970,nightjourney] i had a few friends that were molested. it sad to see how common this is. hope you get the help you need. don't let that person control your life
nightjourney26-30, F
[@1161949,tacobell] its many events that accur and or overlap that makes the more severe situation less severe if you know what i mean...but thank you. God does not burden a soul in which you can't handle..so i pulled through. Just a memory that haunts me forever.maybe not as much as haunts me but still trying to figure out how i got blacked out. How was i down stairs and ended up upstairs lying down on a iron board..so its like figuring out the missing pieces but i can't and that is bothering me. But your right and i respect that
kodiacM
[@778667,SpiritualMan] I'm not assuming. you may have only good intentions. You ask what tactics they use and i explained that your posts are one of those tactics.Not at all saying that's your intention. I'll give an example ,i met a man here on a post much like this one he claimed to be a survivor and he had all the right answers claimed abuse by family.We messaged for around two weeks and everything was cool. He said he had a 10 year old son and not having been groomed himself asked me if i could explain grooming ,trusting him i did describe one of the ways i was groomed.His next reply was oh wow i bet that will work on my 12 year old neighbor thanks so much . So this can be a learning experience for you just as it was for me.Also i reported his messages here and admin dealt with it from there
kodiacM
[@778667,SpiritualMan] I was part of what you speak of as a kid and yes youbwill be shocked to see that much of it is controlled by religious power
SpiritualMan51-55, M
[@665475,kodiac] No I am not shocked at all, in the last few years I have followed how bad the abuse has been in the Evangelical/Baptist world. It is really bad in the Independent Baptist world, they teach the extreme purity culture, but as part of that, they say that means women and girls must do ANYTHING a man tells them. Mix lack of knowledge of sex that is a result of the purity culture (at least for kids being less or uneducated about sex) and mix that with feeling like you need to be told what to do, and then mix that with some leaders that are predators, and you have a recipe for a perfect storm. Some pastors are paid by the Cabal and are beholden to them instead of God, and at least at the highest levels the Cabal members worship Lucifer. They honestly think they can overthrow God with Lucifer and his forces on their side, or at least set up their own separate kingdom where God leaves them alone forever. This is a recipe to end up being destroyed by God's judgments and ending up in the worst parts of hell if they don't repent.

I now read an article that there is a plan, from 2021, to build a new courthouse in Guantanamo Bay that will cost between $75 and $100 million. We are getting out of the Middle East, no one is expecting a sudden large influx of Middle East terrorists we will need to hold there, so this new courthouse won't be used to put that many terrorists in trials. It makes sense they have other plans for that courthouse.
SpiritualMan51-55, M
[@665475,kodiac] In some biblical passages it says that Satan appears as a false angel of light, and his ministers transform themselves into ministers of righteousness, Satan is always trying to infiltrate the House of God. The Pharisees in the first century were a manifestation of that.
Iamonfire66636-40, F
I am so sorry this happened and in no way was it your fault. I know a couple of people who have been molested.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@10165,Iamonfire666] see.. thank you. I wish more people were like you..the world would be a better place 馃挄
SpiritualMan51-55, M
On the original post, I will send prayers for your inner healing.

As for the perpetrators of this kind if thing within the churches, I can think of only 2 things, one is a verse "judgment begins in the house of God", and REPENTANCE if they know what is good for them. For many it is now too late for God to have mercy to keep them out of jail, but it is not yet too late for them to repent so they can go to heaven, if they keep resisting God, then their hearts will be too hard for them to repent, and they won't go to heaven.
MrGomco36-40, M
Yes, I was (not sexually) but my parents beat me a lot and very hard, but I'm over it now.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@820091,MrGomco] some things change you for the better
SpiritualMan51-55, M
Here is how I see it, with church leaders and such doing such things to children. Imagine if Palpatine and Anakin are the "good guys", in an inverted version of the story, and the Jedi have become Dark Jedi and fallen to the Dark Side:

[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvWv3uosN9E]

"Every single pastor (that molest kids) is now an enemy of the Republic...do what must be done Lord Vader, do not hesitate, show no mercy..."

The real life parallel is I believe this kind of sin in the churches is holding back the full power of God from manifesting itself on the earth, or at least on a higher level, the fullest manifestation might cause our mortal bodies to burn up, but we can and should see much much more ideally. If we remove these people then that which is holding things back will be removed. Of course we should also examine ourselves and seek the Lord and pray on overcoming our own sins even if they are lesser.

However this serious of a sin going on among too much of church leadership isn't helping the situation.
kodiacM
Yes i was.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@665475,kodiac] i feel you 馃挄
kodiacM
[@1226970,nightjourney] 馃挋 Sorry we have this curse in common
nightjourney26-30, F
[@665475,kodiac] you are not alone.. every word you possesed it hit me so deep like a language we who experience it only speak 馃挄
TheotherAndy41-45, M
I was by an older girl who was our babysitter
nightjourney26-30, F
[@568699,TheotherAndy] thats mortifying 馃 And i guess u didnt tell ur parents because you didnt want them to quit their jobs?
Yes...

I'm sorry that happened to you
nightjourney26-30, F
[@1231582,Ladybugrebellion] i am sorry to you馃挄
uncalled451-55, M
Sorry that happened to you. :(
nightjourney26-30, F
[@329500,uncalled4] thank you for your sentiment 馃檪
MrFatNasty0126-30, M
Im sorry this happened to you.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@1235347,MrFatNasty01] thank you for your sentiment
LadyJF
Yes i know a few 馃様..I'm so sorry you went through this if talking to your mom or someone close will help you in any way just do it 馃挏
LadyJF
[@1226970,nightjourney] I'm sure she'd want to know,your her baby at the end of the day..but you do what's comfortable and right for you 馃
nightjourney26-30, F
[@1086727,LadyJ] what you don't know won't kill you..so i guess if i tell her..she was and now already stressed as is..lots going on so i dont want one other thing to. But thanks ur acaully really supportive and sweet 馃挄
LadyJF
[@1226970,nightjourney] You are welcome..just do whats right for you 馃挄
basilfawlty8931-35, M
I'm sorry you sent through. I would recommend talking to a therapist. I don't mean that as in "you're crazy", but things like this leads to trauma and things like PTSD.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@23671,basilfawlty89] lol already happened lol. But thank you..i think i am going to be alright afterall 馃檪
SpiritualMan51-55, M
A recent operation in Ohio arrested almost 200 people for human trafficking, including a councilman, sometimes the swamp is on a local level, and needs to be drained in the entire country.

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nightjourney26-30, F
[@778667,SpiritualMan] as they should. If i had known that i could've sued his ass without my parents consent i would've and got money from it..as i got money from a lady who ran over my feet..all i can say is damn it hahah
nightjourney26-30, F
[@843186,NunIover] awe 馃挄
SpiritualMan51-55, M
Some people in the FBI may have some answering to do later...certain people in it protected Larry Nasser, buried earlier reports of his abuse and even lied on forms.
SpiritualMan51-55, M
I will say this very carefully, my first priority is to want to see people healed if this happened to them, but after that, I can't help but enjoy the angst and fear of the perpetrators that get caught, especially people in higher positions of authority, whether local pastors, city officials, state officials, or national people. Whether they be an office worker in some company or an actor, actress, or CEO. I don't know what kind of person this makes me, but I enjoy their pain as they get caught, even as I pray for their souls so that they may repent.
SpiritualMan51-55, M
I don't care about naysayers, if it is healing for you to post whatever you need to, do it.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@778667,SpiritualMan] it really is..how i haven't and not willing to tell anyone else. Telling a bunch of strangers i eould sleep at night knowing that they won't judge me or if they were to gossip about me i wouldn't know about thus wouldn't care
SpiritualMan51-55, M
[@1226970,nightjourney] My answer to that is that she isn't you and you aren't her.
Ya, neighbors step daughter. She was killed a few years later.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@1182629,Deadish] thats horrible 馃ズ
Yep. Two of my exes were. Gave both of them DID.
CoppercoilM
Sorry this happened to you. Very brave to open up.
scooogy26-30, MVIP
Message me if you like, my dear.
kodiacM
[@376270,TimingQuasars] I didn't go to another priest my foster dad was raping me ,i won't say molest or abuse because people can't understand boys can be raped just like girls .i told the priest because he was the only one i trusted. If you don't believ me ,not that it matters ,google Pennsylvania priest abuse grand jury and see where i did report him.Are you reading my responses? I told you why i stopped fighting. I was a foster kid going to cops was not an option. Your comments like lol or smh lol are really insulting and i believe you are dangerous.
nightjourney26-30, F
[@665475,kodiac] don't even bother. People like him just don't see the other side of life.
kodiacM
[@1226970,nightjourney] I think they see it from the wrong side,the it's no big deal side and the it's the kids fault side
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nightjourney26-30, F
[@1233853,Krissta] at least you had the guts to tell someone..sick freakss!! What happened when you told your parents?
SpiritualMan51-55, M
[@1233853,Krissta] I would like a creature with sharp teeth to kiss their genitals, some monster.

 
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