something bad is gonna happen today
woke up feeling excited to get my free birthday dutch drink . literally hopped out of bed and jumped around the laundry room to wake up my roommate (his bed directly above laundry room). he came down and seemed kind of annoyed but i was like he's just sleepy. went to take the dogs out, threw a snowball at him (there was a dusting last night) and he laughed a bit but not his usual self. usually he likes when i playfully wake him up or bug him but he's just not feeling it today ig
i was liiiiiike let's get dutch!!! free drink day!! and he kind of refused for a couple minutes but we left anyway and traffic was sooooo bad. he asked if kitty was in my room because he left candy out and i was like i'm 99% sure he is but now im anxious so.. let's just turn around. traffic is bad. anxious about kitty. let's just go home
but he's like nah and we go to get dutch and he's just kind of annoyed about traffic the whole time.. which i get because it was the worst i'd ever seen. wishing i hadn't been so rowdy today and coming to realize how annoying i've been
but we get the drink and we get home and kitty was safe and sound in my room.
some hours pass and i want eggs benedict.. but i have to do the dishes first and i've been the only one doing the dishes lately so i'm like.. ugh. lowkey might order ihop even though my eggs benedict is 10000% better than theirs
dad calls me to say happy birfday and he just sounds real sad today. idk why. i asked how he's doing and he said good, his hotel has hot spring tubs. cool af. but he asks if i'm progressing in life and i say no. and i just know he's worried and disappointed. i wish i wasn't such a failure in every possible way. but the call ends and i just try to push the feeling aside
roommate is like i'm bored and i was like "you can do the dishes 👀" cause i remember my mom doing that to my brother and i when we were kids lol. but he does actually do some dishes and i was like SICK i can make eggs benny when he's done
well. he still has candy on his desk and i gotta use the bathroom so i ask if he's seen kitty. he hasn't, but i find him and close him in the laundry room (attached to my bedroom/bathroom) while i use the can, that way he can't get the candy on my roommates desk
my roommate opens the laundry room to ask me something then leaves the door open. only takes me a minute to realize he just let kitty out. but by the time i run to the game room he had already gotten ahold of the candy
this literally just happened some weeks ago. me being stupid led to him getting into a cake that my roommates niece made.
i knew something bad would happen today because i felt so excited waking up. knew to be extra mindful of the animals and of kitty because i felt anxious about them right off the bat this morning and i knew something bad would happen
and i still didn't
honestly i think kitty will be okay. just might have a stinky dookie later. but it's just another reminder of every way i fail every one
i was liiiiiike let's get dutch!!! free drink day!! and he kind of refused for a couple minutes but we left anyway and traffic was sooooo bad. he asked if kitty was in my room because he left candy out and i was like i'm 99% sure he is but now im anxious so.. let's just turn around. traffic is bad. anxious about kitty. let's just go home
but he's like nah and we go to get dutch and he's just kind of annoyed about traffic the whole time.. which i get because it was the worst i'd ever seen. wishing i hadn't been so rowdy today and coming to realize how annoying i've been
but we get the drink and we get home and kitty was safe and sound in my room.
some hours pass and i want eggs benedict.. but i have to do the dishes first and i've been the only one doing the dishes lately so i'm like.. ugh. lowkey might order ihop even though my eggs benedict is 10000% better than theirs
dad calls me to say happy birfday and he just sounds real sad today. idk why. i asked how he's doing and he said good, his hotel has hot spring tubs. cool af. but he asks if i'm progressing in life and i say no. and i just know he's worried and disappointed. i wish i wasn't such a failure in every possible way. but the call ends and i just try to push the feeling aside
roommate is like i'm bored and i was like "you can do the dishes 👀" cause i remember my mom doing that to my brother and i when we were kids lol. but he does actually do some dishes and i was like SICK i can make eggs benny when he's done
well. he still has candy on his desk and i gotta use the bathroom so i ask if he's seen kitty. he hasn't, but i find him and close him in the laundry room (attached to my bedroom/bathroom) while i use the can, that way he can't get the candy on my roommates desk
my roommate opens the laundry room to ask me something then leaves the door open. only takes me a minute to realize he just let kitty out. but by the time i run to the game room he had already gotten ahold of the candy
this literally just happened some weeks ago. me being stupid led to him getting into a cake that my roommates niece made.
i knew something bad would happen today because i felt so excited waking up. knew to be extra mindful of the animals and of kitty because i felt anxious about them right off the bat this morning and i knew something bad would happen
and i still didn't
honestly i think kitty will be okay. just might have a stinky dookie later. but it's just another reminder of every way i fail every one
