We were called to say goodbye to my grandad today

So a lot of you don’t know but I’ve been minding him for the past three years and it’s been a rocky journey. But tonight I was called to say goodbye.i feel kinda guilty because I didn’t go into hospital to see him for three days cause I was so sick. But tonight I went in and yeah it was very hard. Like so many emotions. Part of me wanted to scream at my cousins and uncles who did fuck all the past three years and they were acting like they have been the ones looking after him not me and my mam and the other part of me just wanted to cry.

Obviously I’m happy he will be out of so much pain. But it doesn’t make it any easier

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HoeBag · 46-50, F

i feel kinda guilty because I didn’t go into hospital to see him for three days cause I was so sick.

No matter how much time we spend with someone before they are gone, we always feel like it wasn't enough. We always wish we had just a little more.

It is easier said than done but try not to feel bad. You looked after him for the last few years of his life, that is a lot.

Pretzel · 70-79, M

you know, they will always enjoy playing the victim...nothing you can say or do will change that..

I am happy for you that you got to show him your love and respect. That is something you have that they will never feel.

Sorry for your loss. And I'm sure he appreciated your time and attention.

Medoesnotcare · 22-25, F

@Pretzel He woke up and was looking for me and when my cousin offered to do something for him he said no that ash would do it. It made me feel a bit better. Atleast I know what I’ve done and won’t have many regrets.

Pretzel · 70-79, M

@Medoesnotcare and won't say the dreaded phrase "I wish I had..."

Medoesnotcare · 22-25, F

@Pretzel that’s true.

SJones48 · 41-45, M

I’m here if you need to talk

pdockal · 56-60, M

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

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