We were called to say goodbye to my grandad today

So a lot of you don’t know but I’ve been minding him for the past three years and it’s been a rocky journey. But tonight I was called to say goodbye.i feel kinda guilty because I didn’t go into hospital to see him for three days cause I was so sick. But tonight I went in and yeah it was very hard. Like so many emotions. Part of me wanted to scream at my cousins and uncles who did fuck all the past three years and they were acting like they have been the ones looking after him not me and my mam and the other part of me just wanted to cry.

Obviously I’m happy he will be out of so much pain. But it doesn’t make it any easier