I couldn’t help but shed tears again

Desmond doesn’t like seeing me cry, but I just feel so badly for him. I wish I could be strong like he is. He may not think himself strong mentally for how bad his mental illness gets to him, but, of course, that doesn’t mean anything. He is strong for persevering through how much he suffers from and at least he never cries like I do. I try to remain strong for when he needs me to be, but it just saddens my heart so much. He is an incredible person and it’s just not fair that he has to live with so much pain. I wish I could just take it all away, even if I have to be the one to bear it. If I could, I would in a heartbeat. I just hope he knows his mental health issues will never be enough to make me stop loving him. Not ever.