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It took me all day to remember why i was so depressed today...

back in '86...i was gang raped by the managers i worked with at the movie theatre. i got pregnant and everyone in my life at that time turned on me. i had no one. the police wouldn't help me and the FBI were not interested. i realized at that moment that i was the loneliest person in the world and would always be. my sister pretended to help me but she threw me out after she had picked out what she wanted to steal from me ...and i lost the baby.
SW-User
That is really awful, it can seem like all are like that, it's not so however. Hoping life has some sunshine for you yet.
@SW-User i thought so too. i thought i would have married a lovely man and had lots of children by now. but everyone ganged up on me and destroyed me and the police and FBI refused to help me. i am finished.
SW-User
@DIABLISS I would hope for better for you in the future regardless.
@SW-User i am always alone and i have no one
Isthisit · F
Oh wow thats awful. Some very traumatic experiences. Its awful that police wouldnt help you. Did you have any kind of counselling after all that?
@Isthisit spotty counselling...i went to the guy who was voted best shrink in the city and he was a big fat guy that said i was the most sane person he had ever met and that i knew what to do. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. and i think he only liked to deal with the clinically insane...like my roommate that also recommended him. then i went to another guy that was highly recommended that insisted i couldn't shock him...I SHOCKED HIM. and he again told me how sane and capable i was and he didn't seem to want to help me. i know when i am acting crazy and i know when i am right. and everything i ever did was for other people. i never seem to do the right thing for me.
SW-User
That is horrible, disgusting, but not surprizing. Our justice system is a joke. We are about the same age. Take care
@SW-User thank you. they are all together and have children and marriages and life and i have nothing
Barebum61 · 61-69, M
But are you happy now
@Barebum61 not at all...they stalked me and ruined my life and no one would listen

 
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