It took me all day to remember why i was so depressed today...

back in '86...i was gang raped by the managers i worked with at the movie theatre. i got pregnant and everyone in my life at that time turned on me. i had no one. the police wouldn't help me and the FBI were not interested. i realized at that moment that i was the loneliest person in the world and would always be. my sister pretended to help me but she threw me out after she had picked out what she wanted to steal from me ...and i lost the baby.

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SW-User

That is really awful, it can seem like all are like that, it's not so however. Hoping life has some sunshine for you yet.

DIABLISS

@SW-User i am an old woman beyond my years. this took everything out of me. i don't talk to anyone unless i have to and i am alone at all times

SW-User

@DIABLISS Little steps like SW can be helpful, there are good people here, i think it's experienced through an open approach, but guarded of course, and not having too high hopes. Maybe over time trust can grow for a select few and understanding.

DIABLISS

@SW-User i thought so too. i thought i would have married a lovely man and had lots of children by now. but everyone ganged up on me and destroyed me and the police and FBI refused to help me. i am finished.

SW-User

@DIABLISS I would hope for better for you in the future regardless.

DIABLISS

@SW-User i am always alone and i have no one