It took me all day to remember why i was so depressed today...

back in '86...i was gang raped by the managers i worked with at the movie theatre. i got pregnant and everyone in my life at that time turned on me. i had no one. the police wouldn't help me and the FBI were not interested. i realized at that moment that i was the loneliest person in the world and would always be. my sister pretended to help me but she threw me out after she had picked out what she wanted to steal from me ...and i lost the baby.

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Isthisit · F

Oh wow thats awful. Some very traumatic experiences. Its awful that police wouldnt help you. Did you have any kind of counselling after all that?

DIABLISS

@Isthisit spotty counselling...i went to the guy who was voted best shrink in the city and he was a big fat guy that said i was the most sane person he had ever met and that i knew what to do. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. and i think he only liked to deal with the clinically insane...like my roommate that also recommended him. then i went to another guy that was highly recommended that insisted i couldn't shock him...I SHOCKED HIM. and he again told me how sane and capable i was and he didn't seem to want to help me. i know when i am acting crazy and i know when i am right. and everything i ever did was for other people. i never seem to do the right thing for me.