Maybe I just need to get this out and maybe it'll be better??

Maybe I have been on the sadder side lately. Maybe I tried so hard to ignore it but it shows it's ass anyway. Maybe I have an idea of why. Maybe I don't want to deal with the root of the cause. Maybe I can't do anything to change it anyway. Maybe just maybe it'll go away without me having to lift a finger. Maybe it is karma getting me for god knows what. Maybe I'm venting maybe I'm not. Idk though