New norm ain't the same as the old norm

The new semester started. I don't know if I'm really that dedicated to doing well or I'm just doing better than before (terrible). I feel more focused. Math has been less of a pain in the butt. I'm having fun, and not at the expense of my obligations for once. My stupid brother is coming home today, but whatever, not much I can do except hold my nose (cuz god he reeks like hell). Somehow I feel like I'm giving more of a damn but also less of a damn about things these days, in a good way.