I've lost my sobriety. it's been a long while. I made it pretty far :']

I'm sorry about that. Have you tried to go to a rehab? Rehab's in the UK are the best. Atleast the one that I've been in at in England. They're really really nice to take some time off from the idiotic world and take time out for yourself. The best I've been in. The best staff and awesome food as well. And they don't tie you up, like they once (twice, thrice?) did at rehabs in India and in Poland.