just thoughts..and how i feel

i wish i was strong physically and mentally and spirituall its just not fair being like this im allait scarred down it seems like all ido or tey toi do IS a mess and i screw things UP all thé Time even when i came in hère im sorry if i act weird or seem weird ..i feel like a loser and all i ever do is ruin things everything a cant stand myself or anything i do ..i cant stand being so weak