Am I even alive?

I appreciate your bravery and honesty. I hope you will start slowly going out again and meeting people. I think you will see that there are others like yourself that would love to have a nice friend. It would be much healthier for you.

What's stopping you from changing that?

Hi Carlisle, you most certainly exist because I'm reading your post. I think it's pretty cool you're out there and letting us have a glimpse of who you are. Be it good bad happy or sad. I for one want you to know your here with us and there's a big world you just need to look for what you want from it. Who loves ya more than me bby🌹

Why you don't want to go out and meet people?

I feel like that most of the time, even when I'm around people like my co workers and stuff. I don't know why I exist or feel like I have a purpose in my life. I just pass the time as days pass by.

Take responsibility for YOURSELF and force yourself to get out into the world and meet people. Volunteer!!!! There are so many needs not being met in this world, and you could do a LOT of good by being a volunteer in your spare time.

I don't know why, but it upsets me to see this kind of whining. ALL you have to do is want to HELP other people, and you won't ever be alone.