Am I even alive?

I appreciate your bravery and honesty. I hope you will start slowly going out again and meeting people. I think you will see that there are others like yourself that would love to have a nice friend. It would be much healthier for you.

What's stopping you from changing that?

Hi Carlisle, you most certainly exist because I'm reading your post. I think it's pretty cool you're out there and letting us have a glimpse of who you are. Be it good bad happy or sad. I for one want you to know your here with us and there's a big world you just need to look for what you want from it. Who loves ya more than me bby🌹

Why you don't want to go out and meet people?

I feel like that most of the time, even when I'm around people like my co workers and stuff. I don't know why I exist or feel like I have a purpose in my life. I just pass the time as days pass by.

Sometimes being alone is healthy, not too much though 🤷🏻‍♂

Being in a relationship doesn’t mean happiness btw 🤷🏻‍♂