What are you grieving?

The deaths of two important people in my life. 😢

I’m still grieving the loss of my mother last year, and the fact that my best friend has moved out of the Bay Area.

At my age, it’s more a cumulative effect.

The woman I loved more than life.

My life in general

lost years

I’ve had a difficult week grieving for my mother who passed away exactly a year ago.

So very many things. I don't think I've ever been afforded the opportunity, nor properly allowed to grieve any of the major tragedies and losses in my life. I always am expected to be "the strong one" while everyone around me loses their shit and goes to pieces. I'm not made of stone. Everyone just treats me like I'm supposed to be.

I lost a best friend yesterday. I’ve never seen anyone so not ready to go even tho she was sick. She fought to the last day! Heartbreaking!

The kitten we had to euthanize earlier this month and the necessary upcoming change in dynamics I have with someone I had let myself grow too close to.

The loss of my artistic drive and therefore a part of my identity. Grief and confusion.

That I will be out of contact with my closest friend for sometime.

Loss of friends and family and loss of my life

My brother and mother.

the future

My empty fried chicken box 😥 i ate it all so fast

The 5 lbs I gained. 😑

Mother In Law who passed away on the 29.2.2024

Relationships and family members

A lot of things.

Namely, a future that was taken away from me before I had a chance to experience it.

The regurgitation of what everyone seems to say >:/ And the silly ways by which the unfocused learn them.

My gran.

My pain 😔😔

At this point, me, kinda.