Thoughts and stuff
Today has been a decent day. I've had 3 days off of the last 6 this week, since Easter means the shop isn't allowed to be open. And I went out with one of my friends to a cafe for lunch to celebrate my birthday which is on Wednesday, since I won't be able to do so on the actual day. Plus I've sold a whole lot of my own models to someone I know whose son is interested in them, and I'm selling one of my Lord of the Rings armies to one of my friends and buying an army off another friend.
It feel kind of odd, turning 31. I'm an actual adult now, rather than a 'young adult' and I do not feel competent or adequately prepared in the slightest. It probably doesn't help that I'm going to turn 10 years older than the birthday I was so determined to not survive to, and knowing that leaves complex feelings.
I know nobody much cares about my simpering whining and other assorted nonsense, but I'm glad to have a place to express these thoughts, lest they eat me alive.
It feel kind of odd, turning 31. I'm an actual adult now, rather than a 'young adult' and I do not feel competent or adequately prepared in the slightest. It probably doesn't help that I'm going to turn 10 years older than the birthday I was so determined to not survive to, and knowing that leaves complex feelings.
I know nobody much cares about my simpering whining and other assorted nonsense, but I'm glad to have a place to express these thoughts, lest they eat me alive.
