Have you ever considered suicide?

It's my retirement plan

Yeah. I'm considering it at the moment.

Everyday. Just a daydream though.

Yes. Many times.

It crosses my mind every couple of days... Just as an idle thought. More of a desire to fade away rather than do myself harm.

I just find existence extremely wearisome.

No. I have always wanted to live not just for myself but others. I do that. It’s a motivation that keeps me going and value life. Anyone who thinks about it, should know they have a lot of people who they are affecting directly or indirectly. Everyone is important and no, we are not overpopulated, it’s just that our resources are with the rich( like Gates) who preach over-population. Your existence matters.

Yes. Not ruled it out, still on the table for consideration. In due time, I'm sure.

Yeah, it just wasn’t possible or else I’d be dead most likely.

Doesn't everyone check the warranty conditions?

Nothing can ever stop me from enjoying the joy of life... therefore, no.. never..

No, I'm too scared of not existing

Yes, few times.

Once when I was 16, being rejected by my first love, friends ditching me for popular kids at school, fat shamed, falsely accused of something I didn't do by my abusive father and beaten up by him. Those were dark times.

Yes I have

Yeah, probably hundreds of times during my life. I alway find something to dread in life. The onset of old age is my current dread. It used to be school, work etc etc etc

In fleeting moments of extreme frustration. But it was never serious. The fantasy of myself dying was usually satisfying enough. It calms me down.

A few times, back in my teenage years.

yes

No, somehow that never impressed me

No, and I have no reason to jump off the Tallahatchie bridge.

As an angst ridden youth I would passingly but it wasn't ever a serious consideration. Just being a frustrated, edgy, and immature goth twerp. I kinda owe people with the real struggle an apology in retrospect.