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TwiddlerofThumbs · F
Something out of my comfort zone.
I go on an adventure. Sometimes I just take a nap.
I go on an adventure. Sometimes I just take a nap.
RefugeForTheBrokenHearted · 26-30, F
TwiddlerofThumbs · F
@RefugeForTheBrokenHearted: That's more of an escape route.
I have family members who have killed themselves. I try to keep that in perspective, what it did to the people they left behind. Myself, I don't want to hurt anyone. I just want to be done. so I find something else to do, to try to pull me out of that dark hole. Sometimes it works. Other time the feelings eventually fade into mundane drudgery.
So I opt for an adventure. Something that makes me uncomfortable.
I have family members who have killed themselves. I try to keep that in perspective, what it did to the people they left behind. Myself, I don't want to hurt anyone. I just want to be done. so I find something else to do, to try to pull me out of that dark hole. Sometimes it works. Other time the feelings eventually fade into mundane drudgery.
So I opt for an adventure. Something that makes me uncomfortable.
RefugeForTheBrokenHearted · 26-30, F
@TwiddlerOfThumbs: Do you have anything specific in mind?
TwiddlerofThumbs · F
@RefugeForTheBrokenHearted: For me? I'm pretty easy to make uncomfortable. I go somewhere new and talk to strangers. Like, real actual people *smiles* When I feel that way I get really reclusive and ... anxious. Inwardly, I don't show the anxiety outwardly. I shut down.
Last time I went to a restaurant and a movie alone. Not a big deal for most people. For me though? It makes me want to throw up a little.
Last time I went to a restaurant and a movie alone. Not a big deal for most people. For me though? It makes me want to throw up a little.