What do you do when you feel like ending it all?

Praying isn't helping....

Isn't that the point?

Yes, but not the answer

It can be. Imagine if Hitler had killed himself as a young adult. Or imagine him as a 400 pound geriatric riding around a shopping mall on a power scooter. Now imagine him with a dyed mustache and two eye patches. Hitler's a wild guy. He's so goofy sometimes.

But it seems easy...

@RefugeForTheBrokenHearted: I can't comment without more information. I will just say one thing. There is always an alternative. You must be willing to find it.

What if the consequences of the alternative outweigh the consequences of ending it?

@RefugeForTheBrokenHearted: it may appear so but it might be a matter of perspective and a seemingly easier way out. Again. I do not think there is anything that can not be passed if you really want to. Might be hard. But not impossible.

I can't sketch so I get frustrated. Best I can do is make scribbles when constructing something

I look for a reason to keep going.

Such as what?

It's helps me to get out of the house by my self sometimes to places where I can think.

Why can't you?

@RefugeForTheBrokenHearted: That's more of an escape route.

I have family members who have killed themselves. I try to keep that in perspective, what it did to the people they left behind. Myself, I don't want to hurt anyone. I just want to be done. so I find something else to do, to try to pull me out of that dark hole. Sometimes it works. Other time the feelings eventually fade into mundane drudgery.
So I opt for an adventure. Something that makes me uncomfortable.

@TwiddlerOfThumbs: Do you have anything specific in mind?

@RefugeForTheBrokenHearted: For me? I'm pretty easy to make uncomfortable. I go somewhere new and talk to strangers. Like, real actual people *smiles* When I feel that way I get really reclusive and ... anxious. Inwardly, I don't show the anxiety outwardly. I shut down.

Last time I went to a restaurant and a movie alone. Not a big deal for most people. For me though? It makes me want to throw up a little.

But everyone is so far away it seems like...

I will, thank you

I'm very sorry to hear that. Hope things get better for you at some point.

Thank you, sir

You're welcome.

What if you don't have anyone?