I lost my 14 year old brother 4 years ago and I'm still very much stuck in that moment. I've spoken to people about it but nothing helps. My heart just hurts all the time.
Cry, grieve, write a letter and tell him everything you wish you would have. Read it out loud in a special place and then burn it. There are 5 stages of grief and you will pass through them many times in the grieving process. Cherish your memories and live in gratitude.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad in January of this year. I don’t know, I don’t think someone truly gets over the loss of a loved one, they just cope.
Ask yourself had your roles been reversed, would you want your brother to not live his life because you lost yours? Everything has a reason, even if we don't understand, even if the answer is no. Live your life to make your brother proud.