Well, this is it.

Due to my dad's continued behavior of shoveling money into a blast furnace, we can't pay our electric bill. They're going to shut us off in a couple of weeks. We tried putting the bill in my name to qualify for low income energy assistance, but they're not talking to me. I tried contacting PGE themselves, and they say they'll get back to me in a month. By then I'll be dead, and so will my dad, because my BiPAP and his CPAP won't work without electricity. Plus I need refrigeration to keep my insulin from going bad. So this is literally it. I'm faced with the choice of dying slowly or quickly. That's all that's left to me.