Killing myselfWhy? Many things. People would probably see them as small things but still. I miss my bsf. Idk if she's alive tbh. A depressive episode is hitting me like a freight train rn. Everyone ignores me, online, irl, I barely get acknowledged now tbh. My... See More »
Just thinking about the time I bought potassium chlorideAnd this dude turned up in a massive lorry and when he knocked on the door to deliver it gave me the strangest look. I guess they only deliver that to the trade. Anyway, I took the train to a hotel in bournmouth, hundreds of miles away, with the... See More »
Time for my morning insulin.You know, for however much longer I can afford it. Maybe I'll just take it all while I can.
I might do it HAHAll it takes is a quick stab to my juggular(I know it’ll be hard to break through the skin, and I know I probably won’t be able to, I’m a f*cking coward) but like I can’t until I make suicide notes to my friends.
Killing myself tonight.I hate everyone and everything. I hate how I can't get the feeling of his hands or his voice out of my mind or body. I hate how I upset and hurt everyone with my illness, I hate myself.
