I was in the bathroom with a belt. Contemplating.You know what my mom did? She called me a problem because of it. She yelled and punched the door. I was about to do it out of spite and guilt, but then my dad came in. We had a talk, gave me pieces of advice, and reassured me that things aren't the... See More »
Suicide rates among military families continue to climbMilitary Times reports: “Nearly 150 military family members died by suicide in 2023, a drop of 22% in the past six years. Despite the decline, however, the rate of suicides among military spouses and dependent children has actually risen slightly,... See More »
Suicide 28/02/2025In a couple of days from now, it would officially have been a year since I almost end myself. And as I always say, the hardest part was not the feeling of wanting to end my life, but the fact that for the next 2 months, I regretted not doing it...... See More »
Why can't I just do it?I'm done trying to help my dad understand that the way he's been doing business no longer works. He's going to keep doing it the way he wants to. Per his request, I found a property management company. But they don't want him to continue his... See More »
It's over. My suicide novel lol.I'm out of time. Out of money, sanity, energy compassion, everything. It's kind of amazing that I made it to my mid 30s considering how my life has been since the very beginning. Especially the past few years with all of the painful things covert... See More »
Best places to end it all?I've come to the decision that I'll end my misery on new years. But I cant seem to put my finger on where I'll do it. I fantasised about it being my bedroom but thats kind of grim since i rot here all the time. I Hate change but also I can also see... See More »
