I have plansI’ve been planning my death for sometime now. I smile every day. I do everything expected of me. Secretly, I’m tired and hollow. I move and speak on autopilot. I see life in shades of grey with fleeting flickers of colour. I have family... See More »
I’m just tiredTo me it’s not suicidal to me, I see it’s I’m tired of the same crap of getting by while nothing gets better. I do want to live but shit keeps happening and the advice is talk to people but it is alway hard since this goes back years and people alway... See More »
It's a wrong comfortTo just know that when things reach that point of messed up that I can just plan and ready myself for that day when I can go out on my own terms. I have a half plan of a motel, my favorite food, laxatives so when i do go out I won't crap myself, and... See More »
My end will be soon - long rantI dont even know where to begin with. I have so many issues... i get in so much shit and for the first time in years idk why. Im still so young, i whould be happy and sexy and having the best time of my live. Instead, im in a spiral of actions and... See More »
