I stay the same, nothing changesI've given up on searching for happiness, I've accepted life isn't about being happy or even following your dreams. It's an endless cycle of pain. Yes there are good moments, but none of it really matters when I wake up everyday mindlessly following... See More »
My friend diedMy beautiful friend, 44, took her own life. Leaving a devestated mother who is herself battling stage 4 cancer. My friend was molested when she was a child and never recovered. This seems to happen with many child victims of abuse. It's easy to... See More »
Tomorrow is my first day back to work after my suicide attempt.Tomorrow is my first day back at work. I am having major anxiety about facing my team and my friends who I ghosted. I’ve no idea how I am going to look anyone in the eye. My new meds make me pretty much a zombie and numb. Not really sure what... See More »
I was in the bathroom with a belt. Contemplating.You know what my mom did? She called me a problem because of it. She yelled and punched the door. I was about to do it out of spite and guilt, but then my dad came in. We had a talk, gave me pieces of advice, and reassured me that things aren't the... See More »
Suicide rates among military families continue to climbMilitary Times reports: “Nearly 150 military family members died by suicide in 2023, a drop of 22% in the past six years. Despite the decline, however, the rate of suicides among military spouses and dependent children has actually risen slightly,... See More »
