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Have you ever thought about suicide?

When you realise life is pretty futile in the end lots of things go through your mind. I don’t know if I should or could be a mother in this awful world, and if not, I think, what is my purpose?

It isn’t just about what you get trained to do. They train animals to entertain but their lives are dreadful, having to subject themselves to the whim of a human who has a whip. That’s just the same as it is for us, humans. Nobody takes a holistic approach to life, they think because they are alive they have a purpose, a right to be alive. The ultimate egotism.

Everyone has heard the saying that from the moment you are born you are dying. It is a sick joke perhaps, that all of us ‘miracles’ from the struggles of the womb, are destined to die, at varying times, but the idea is ‘three score and ten’ , and you might be the one who’s vanity arrives at world fame for some achievement in science, or some oneupmanship in the world of entertainment. But it is all vanity, a striving after the wind.

What is happiness? Lying in the arms of someone who helped you achieve orgasm? I’m unconvinced, since so many men don’t have that as a distinction. It’s not on their C.V, or resume, that they give earth-shattering orgasms!

The futility outweighs any sense of worth, or wonder.
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DragonFruit · 70-79, M
I have thought about suicide, but never seriously considered about ending my own life prematurely.
Even at the lowest points in my life, I wasn't suicidal.
I have often thought about what my purpose in life is, and though I have married I've never had a child...but I come from a large family and want to make the world a better place for my nieces and nephews and those in their generation and beyond.
As an attorney, I did what I could for my clients and got a sense of satisfaction when I was able to help them.
I joined SW as a support site, which is what I see as its main purpose, to try to help those who need the support as well as receiving support for others when I need it
To me, being a friend is the most important thing you can do.

"Of a lover and a friend, the one who by definition loves you is called a friend."
-Dragon