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Have you ever thought about suicide?

When you realise life is pretty futile in the end lots of things go through your mind. I don’t know if I should or could be a mother in this awful world, and if not, I think, what is my purpose?

It isn’t just about what you get trained to do. They train animals to entertain but their lives are dreadful, having to subject themselves to the whim of a human who has a whip. That’s just the same as it is for us, humans. Nobody takes a holistic approach to life, they think because they are alive they have a purpose, a right to be alive. The ultimate egotism.

Everyone has heard the saying that from the moment you are born you are dying. It is a sick joke perhaps, that all of us ‘miracles’ from the struggles of the womb, are destined to die, at varying times, but the idea is ‘three score and ten’ , and you might be the one who’s vanity arrives at world fame for some achievement in science, or some oneupmanship in the world of entertainment. But it is all vanity, a striving after the wind.

What is happiness? Lying in the arms of someone who helped you achieve orgasm? I’m unconvinced, since so many men don’t have that as a distinction. It’s not on their C.V, or resume, that they give earth-shattering orgasms!

The futility outweighs any sense of worth, or wonder.
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Repete · 70-79, M
This may be a selfish idea in some ways but for me , my opinion is as long as I can do the things I like to do and live my life doing the things I feel is right I’m ok, when it gets to the point I can’t do these things they may as well plant me in the ground. If I know I’m dying because of an issue that can not be cured , or will leave me in a way that I cannot live my life , then yes I would make the decision of how and where I will die.

My aunt was in the hospital with cancer , her last months of life was only done by machines, with no hope even when she couldn’t even recognize or speak , she was kept on machines. I’m not going through that.