Contemplating suicide

If you feel you have nothing to lose, why not stick around and see what may happen next. Go day by day…. Even minute by minute if it’s that bad. Things can and will change, life is crazy like that.

I hope you stay.

the world is better with you in it.

hang on!

I understand I almost did it too, but I realized that u only live once and u gotta make the best out of every day, and u should know that there are people out there that love u and care about u, don’t let anyone tell u different. And if u wanna talk about it I’m here every night except for weekends. 🥹

This is the only life you can be sure that you'll have. This is your only shot at doing and experiencing anything. There must be a lot that you haven't done or experienced yet. The days are just packed if you let them be.

I completely understand that feeling. Because I felt like I was born as someone with the wrong gender or maybe my job/home situation is not where I want it to be... To prove that I was masculine as a man I started getting rid of my "girly" clothes and things I joined armed forces but I had to separate because I have this serious depression problem. Failed boot camp and then after a serious meltdown they put me in a hospital. After hospitalization I was separated back into civilian status. I would of had a great career however my depression hurt my chances of being successful. Im struggling with my own job. Every shift is a miracle to get through. It dosen't help that Im surrounded by a**holes that bully me IRL and online. Just for being me.

No one should take their life its not worth it. Please seek help, I promise it's worth it to live. Even though it's soo f'ing hard. Just play the game on hard mode. Be careful friends...

Reach out for help...

https://similarworlds.com/help/1-Suicide-Crisis-Help-Lines

I know that feeling, I’m sorry you feel it too, it’s really shit

I always had a system where I would think over something for a week, if I felt the exact same way through the entire week, only then would I consider it for real (but it's still not for certain, but i might plan it at that point). Give it some time.