All that you felt is normal. It's part of the maturation process. So when you feel anxious, remember to focus on your breathing and that should calm you down a bit. And what should also calm you down is knowing that you will, slowly, figure things out. Here are a couple of quotes to help you:

"If you obsess over whether you are making the right decision, you are basically assuming that the universe will reward you for one thing and punish you for another. The universe has no fixed agenda. Once you make any decision, it works around that decision. There is no right or wrong, only a series of possibilities that shift with each thought, feeling, and action that you experience."
-Deepak Chopra

"Let yourself be open and life will be easier. A spoon of salt in a glass of water makes the water undrinkable. A spoon of salt in a lake is almost unnoticed."
-- Buddha

You're welcome. And what you wrote is very wise. My best advice to you is just live and try to enjoy life and when life gets you down, just roll with it, and when things are good, enjoy those good times. And just learn, always learn, whatever lessons life teaches you. And keep moving on. And in doing all that, you will get to where you need to go.

I know how you feel im right there with you , you may be feeling some anxiety and are becoming depressed thats where im at in my life , it got so bad that i had a nervous breakdown recently and had to go to a hospital mental care unit for a week and was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. So trust me i know what your feeling i just cant seem to stop thinking about things the worst part is my family aint helping they say i should just stop being depressed and just live my life but unfortunetly you cant just turn ir off like a lightswitch

Wow Ssmile thank you! I was having a bit of a rough morning with regards to me worrying. Reading those quotes really put some things into perspective for me. I have to constantly remind myself I am going through something completely normal and with time, things will fall into place and I will know what I want in life. Or that's what I am hoping.

It's definitely time to pick one and make a play for it, sometimes you have to live with your decision and sometimes you can correct it later on. Can you share a little more, is it about choosing a career path?

Trying to decide on a major is scary. Everyone expects me to know who I am and what I want to do with my life. And I have little to no clue.

If you have the time, check out Buzz Aldren's Something For Everybody. And actually listen. I wish I did when I was your age.

All easier said than done my friend. Chances of picking the wrong "road" are uncomfortably high.

In case you couldn't find it. I got his name wrong

https://youtu.be/VE9ayVJ7Dfo

Sitting on the fence is the same as not going at all, StoneCold.

Sounds like you're ready to pick one and roll.....

I will look into thank thank you :)

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