I Can't Sleep

I lay awake at night, endlessly thinking about my every little decision I make, contributing towards my future. I'm growing up. A world FULL of opportunities awaits me, waiting for me take the leap forward. But something stops me and what befuddles me the most of all is I can't quite place what that something is. Some form of irrational fear of making all my decisions on my own? I can't be sure. However what I do know is I cannot withstand another sleepless night, stuck in my own mind, wondering which road to take.

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Highonheels · 51-55, M

I know how you feel im right there with you , you may be feeling some anxiety and are becoming depressed thats where im at in my life , it got so bad that i had a nervous breakdown recently and had to go to a hospital mental care unit for a week and was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. So trust me i know what your feeling i just cant seem to stop thinking about things the worst part is my family aint helping they say i should just stop being depressed and just live my life but unfortunetly you cant just turn ir off like a lightswitch