I Can't Sleep

I lay awake at night, endlessly thinking about my every little decision I make, contributing towards my future. I'm growing up. A world FULL of opportunities awaits me, waiting for me take the leap forward. But something stops me and what befuddles me the most of all is I can't quite place what that something is. Some form of irrational fear of making all my decisions on my own? I can't be sure. However what I do know is I cannot withstand another sleepless night, stuck in my own mind, wondering which road to take.