I could get use to this

So every night since my therapist gave me those pills I have sleep between 4 to 6 hours. I had no idea how good I would feel with a few nights of sleep in a row. Bad thing is I only have a few left and I know he won't give me more. I didn't even hear Joel leave for work today.

He left me a note

Glad to see your get some sleep. I got the sink cleaned. See you in a few hours. If you need help taking your new pills today call me! Love you
Ps we're out of honey can you put it on our order today.

I don't deserve him

I am struggling a little bit to take me new pills. I haven't got stuck like I did last night in a while. Joel says it was a coincidence. I know he's right and the stain in the sink would of caused that even on my old pills. I just wish some days the crazy would stop just for a few hours.

Got a slow day planned of going to the movies and packing

Tonight my buddy is coming over for dinner and to watch baseball with us.