I'm having one of those nights again that I cannot sleep and it's after 2 a.m. where I live.

I just have a lot on my mind and stuff like that. there's nightmares I would lose my loved ones especially my parents. I dread that day so much by now I got to enjoy life with them and appreciate and tell them I love them. I know that my parents won't be around forever but hurts to think about it or be told that but it is true.