I relasped today after 23 days of no self harming.
Honestly it was not intentional at all it happened all by accident I woke up with a huge rash on my face I have no idea where it came from but it was sticky and it hurt like a rug burn. And I left alone for like 3 days and I was trying my very best to keep sane and the rest started to affect the scar and anytime I touched my cheek it hurt. It felt like a blooded bubbled blister. And I can handle it anymore so it went pop. And it deflated and now it doesn't hurt no more and now everything feels okay but now I got to start over but not completely over it's not that bad but it's still bad to the point where it's not in the proper healing stage that I would like it to be in. So I don't know if to call this day one or to take away a couple days or just start over and say this is day one again. But if I didn't do what I did it would have healed absolutely terrible and I honestly and truly believe with all of my being that I made it better and I know for a fact I did because it doesn't feel or look or it's not bubbled up like the way it was it looks like it's ready to heal the way it should like my other side of my face did.