Sad empty and alone.

Missing his physical presence so bad tonight . I really want to cuddle. To attach myself to his solid strength and breath his smell. It's a comfort that you take for granted until it's gone and you can never have that again. I just want to feel safe. I don't feel safe right now. I just feel empty and alone and burnt out from trying to be everything I have to be. I hate having to do life alone. 😢