Sorry.. 62 is way too young to die..

I am sorry for you loss. And yes, I get it. It's almost as if you expect them to walk right through your door despite knowing the truth. It's truly a process to get one's self used to the idea. I lost my mum just before Thanksgiving of this past year and I found myself half way out the door one day before I checked myself, and turned around and went back in and hung up my coat and truck keys.
We go from that reality to memory retention I think

{@julien[ sorry to hear that perhaps looking after your son is taking awahy the relisation of what has happened . you need to be able to let out the emotion of your loss at sometime or other

I'm so sorry Julien

It’s good to let it all out.

❤❤

Try not to hold in too much it can break us down over time. I’m so sorry about your loss 🤍