My dad past away a few weeks ago at are 62 , I don’t think I have realized yet . Been quarantined at home with COVID and trying to take care of my son in the same time … I feel like I am drawing sometimes
I am sorry for you loss. And yes, I get it. It's almost as if you expect them to walk right through your door despite knowing the truth. It's truly a process to get one's self used to the idea. I lost my mum just before Thanksgiving of this past year and I found myself half way out the door one day before I checked myself, and turned around and went back in and hung up my coat and truck keys. We go from that reality to memory retention I think
{@julien[ sorry to hear that perhaps looking after your son is taking awahy the relisation of what has happened . you need to be able to let out the emotion of your loss at sometime or other
@sladejr thank you That post is aging tough . It’s odd to look back at things like this . Not assuming anything but judging by your age bracket it’s probably something you had to deal with as well ?