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My most embarrassing experience ever

This post was incredibly hard to write, but it was super important to me to write it. I hope it helps anyone who has been through something similar. Please don’t laugh or make hurtful comments as I’m still trying to get over this.

I did work experience in a secondary school a few years ago, I won’t go into all the details of how it happened (I woke up late, was nervous and then really busy) but I ended up wetting myself. It was the most awfully embarrassing moment ever, all that kept running through my head was ‘oh my gosh, I’ve just wet myself in a school’ and then I could just hear all the students start saying it and laughing, I just ran to the toilets and cried, I cried all the way home and a girl asked if I was ok, all I could say was “I’ve had an accident” I felt like some stupid little kid. A car with three lads in drove past me really slowly and one of them was pointing his phone at me like he was taking a photo, they were all laughing at me. I spent the next week living in absolute fear that they’d put photos on Facebook or something. It still haunts me now and people still laugh at me for it. Massive cringe.
I used to bully a girl who wet herself at school when we were 14, she walked up to me and asked me how I felt now after making her life miserable, I honestly wanted the ground to swallow me up.
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Boeing · 36-40
How did that girl continued to have access to your life, even up to that day?
It is definitely embarrassing but I think karma was paid back and now you're free from it and you can move ahead.
She needed to feel this justice and you, I'm sorry about that, that you got to experience such embarrassment... I'm so sorry really. We each have our big lessons in life, and they suck 🙄
On the contrary, I find it courageous of you, to write all these here and to even pin it.

I'm not a new user but after I returned, I'm a little bit different, and although I was always enjoying your character, I never took the time to read your pinned stories.

I think you are free from it now, especially after she came back to speak her mind, that girl you bullied.
I think you can let go of your embarrassment and get stronger.. Like your username suggests 🙂
How do you feel nowadays?
Boeing · 36-40
@Strongtea it's hard, but it's also inspiring to be staying in the same town and continue to live life.

For me I didn't make it, but perhaps my actions weren't only embarrassing but also mistakes and that made me flea away from my small hometown..
Strongtea · 22-25, M
I wanted to run away so badly (I did go to uni for a while) but maybe I wasn’t strong enough or maybe this was something that needed to happen. You seem like an incredibly strong, wise person, you are hopefully where you need to be. @Boeing
Boeing · 36-40
@Strongtea I'm back at my hometown for a little while, but you know time heals all wounds and it is more comfortable than it used to be :)
As you say, we just are where we need be ❤🌹
Personal growth can be hard. And to put it out there in the world is brave.
Strongtea · 22-25, M
Hey, thanks for that. It was very scary to write and post on here, but it did really help me start to get over this. @froggtongue
@Strongtea Not way long ago I wrote a post about wetting. I think our bodies are reacting to something going on. Likely something psychological.
Strongtea · 22-25, M
I think there was a few things that contributed to what happened (I was late so I didn’t use the toilet before I left, then the day was very hectic etc) but yes there was a lot going on psychologically (mainly being too polite/nervous but other things as well.) I do have some issues with bedwetting sometimes but it’s very sporadic and hard to work out when/why it’s going to happen.@froggtongue
Strongtea · 22-25, M
I’m not sure what’s going on, but I’ve had two recurring bad dreams about this situation this week. I used to have them quite a lot just after it happened but they stopped. Maybe I’ve just been thinking about this recently. I hope they stop, they’re very stressful.
Dharmamar · 31-35, F
Bullying is a really ugly thing to do to someone but what was wrong in your life that made you do this?
Dharmamar · 31-35, F
@Strongtea So it was arrogance that caused this?
Strongtea · 22-25, M
Yes, I saw an opportunity to make other people laugh, I took it. @Dharmamar
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Scouser · 41-45, M
i need to know the full story
Strongtea · 22-25, M
It’s pretty much all there, afterwards was horrible, I didn’t want to leave the house. @Scouser
Are you still bothered
Strongtea · 22-25, M
Yes, maybe it does make it worse, but I just don’t feel confident enough to really face up to it. Some people are really nice about it, but a lot of people do want to make fun, I was like that when it happened to that girl, so maybe I deserve it. @Husher
@Strongtea you don't deserve to beat yourself up every time
Strongtea · 22-25, M
Thanks, I know you’re right, but I was pretty horrible to her. I suppose what happened to me is enough punishment really though. @Husher
Tintin18 · 18-21, M
I can easily understand that must have been very embarrassing. Doing it in front of the class for makes you want the fall into a deep hole and never come up again. I have wet myself on the way homewards from school in front of my best friend, and that was also embarrassing, even if he just teased me a little and never told others.
Tintin18 · 18-21, M
@Strongtea thanks! I feel I start blushing! 😳
Strongtea · 22-25, M
😊the whole topic was blush inducing lol! Have a good day, I’m going out on a bike ride now. 👍@Tintin18
Tintin18 · 18-21, M
@Strongtea hopefully you will have a great ride! 🚲
SunshineGirl · 36-40, F
Don't ever pick on someone for that, it could happen to anyone 😔
Strongtea · 22-25, M
I realise that now, I really wish it hadn’t happened to me tho, it was the worst thing ever.@SunshineGirl
SunshineGirl · 36-40, F
@Strongtea It is horrible 😥
Strongtea · 22-25, M
Hope you’re ok now, people still laugh at me about it. I wanted the world to swallow me up.@SunshineGirl
Snuffy1957 · 61-69, M
Karma will get you every time...
Strongtea · 22-25, M
Yes, that’s what a few people have said to me. I really wish I hadn’t said anything to her. I really wish it hadn’t happened to me.@Snuffy1957
Snuffy1957 · 61-69, M
@Strongtea
So do I.. people should show more kindness and support for each other...
Embrace the difference..
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EmmaBBY · 22-25, F
Damn….. idm sharing experiences in private if u want, I’ve had some embarrassing moments in my life
Strongtea · 22-25, M
That would probs make me feel loads better!!@EmmaBBY

 
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