My most embarrassing experience ever

This post was incredibly hard to write, but it was super important to me to write it. I hope it helps anyone who has been through something similar. Please don’t laugh or make hurtful comments as I’m still trying to get over this.

I did work experience in a secondary school a few years ago, I won’t go into all the details of how it happened (I woke up late, was nervous and then really busy) but I ended up wetting myself. It was the most awfully embarrassing moment ever, all that kept running through my head was ‘oh my gosh, I’ve just wet myself in a school’ and then I could just hear all the students start saying it and laughing, I just ran to the toilets and cried, I cried all the way home and a girl asked if I was ok, all I could say was “I’ve had an accident” I felt like some stupid little kid. It still haunts me now and people still laugh at me for it. Massive cringe.
I used to bully a girl who wet herself at school when we were 14, she walked up to me and asked me how I felt now after making her life miserable, I honestly wanted the ground to swallow me up.